---In [email protected], <mjackson74@...> wrote :
My memory of my long flashes of unity were of a feeling of togetherness and being perfectly relaxed at work with everyone attracted to talking to me because of how I was overflowing with all things good and fine." What happened when the experiences faded? Did you begin to look at your coworkers through squinted eyes and mutter at them as they drew away from you, wondering where the good vibe went? Interestingly they didn't fade but snapped out in an instant. And then yes, we went back to our usual office politics of making the best out of what dynamics we had and trying not to annoy each other too much. Except me, I was transformed and I left soon after to work for the TMO when I realised that doing the TMSP and holding down a 9-5 was impossible if you also wanted any sort of social life. From: salyavin808 <[email protected]> To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, June 3, 2015 7:31 AM Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Is Astrology Science? ---In [email protected], <turquoiseb@...> wrote : From: salyavin808 <[email protected]> ---In [email protected], <turquoiseb@...> wrote : From: salyavin808 <[email protected]> You want to assemble a mob so you can make a post about something? Just when you think FFL can't get any weirder...... Publish and be damned. Edg is to writers what ham actors are to the theater. Just wait...after a while when no one encourages him he'll get so desperate to hear his own voice that he'll offer to pay *us* to read his posts. I suppose that will happen. I reckon those enlightened folk over at 'the peak' will demand Xeno gets his "comeuppance" because he never joined the "let's hate Barry and shit all over FFL" club. Never mind that Xeno posts some of the most thoughtful and challenging posts here and is never rude or arrogant or condescending about anything. He is judged by the company he keeps and that is that. Call me a skeptic if you like, but does that suggest to you a well developed state of consciousness? How much Marshy-style enlightenment does one need before they can look at themselves with a modicum of self-awareness and say "I wonder if the problem is me?" So let's all hate Xeno. It's easier than thinking. Not to mention how much easier it is to make hate-posts on FFL under an alias than it is to stay on The_Leak and use your real name. How many fake IDs *has* Jim posted under so far? He *finally* admitted only yesterday to having been "enlightened_dawn11" and there must have been a dozen other names that he used on FFL before that. Back in the day, his particular form of crazy was to spin out of control under one of these names, embarrass himself thoroughly, throw a tantrum, and then disappear for a while. Then he'd come back with a whole new posting ID and attempt to "start over," never realizing that we could *always* tell it was him because he always hated the same people and never could keep from declaring himself better than everyone else. Now he's *theoretically* over on the "nicer" forum he created called The_Leak, but it doesn't seem to be holding *his* attention any more than it's holding anyone else's. He has to "sneak out at night" and get his hate-fix by ragging on the same people on FFL that he did before, just under another made-up alias. It must really suck to be him if he can't even be honest enough to post under his name. Here's a good thought experiment: what would happen to Jim's posting habits if he actually did get enlightened? My memory of my long flashes of unity were of a feeling of togetherness and being perfectly relaxed at work with everyone attracted to talking to me because of how I was overflowing with all things good and fine. I was the world and the world was me, how could anyone like that be so suffused with hate and pointlessness that they log on to a chat room everyday for the express purpose of dumping shit there? Same goes to all the MGC, if I was a troll I'd be interested in why I was doing it. Herman Hesse said that when we hate someone we see something of ourselves in them that we can't bear to admit. The behaviour seems automatically indicative of low vibe consciousness and not anything any spiritual teacher would encourage. As even Marshy said: don't roll in the dirt with the pigs. You just get dirty and they love it. Not that we are the pigs in this situation. I'm just baffled at the effort that goes into it. So what would change with a bit of enlightenment guys? A bit of actually reaching the peak instead of hiding there to pretend you are more civilised than us? Just for once I'll read and respond to the posts of the MGC just to see if they are capable of rational responses. Yup, it's time to start thinking or go back in the do not read file.
