--- In [email protected], TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > --- In [email protected], "Alex Stanley" > <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > > > And, in other news, today marks ten years of sobriety for me. > > Congratulations. More of an achievement than > most of the realization experiences discussed > here.
Thanks. Ten years later, it's still like every morning is a little victory. And, I don't know if this is a realization experience, but I just now figured out why I was so upset this morning. I was having an unpleasant dream and completely aware of it, when, in fact, I wasn't yet awake. There simply wasn't any definite dividing line of awareness between the dream and waking up. A couple months ago, I witnessed my sleep, and it was kinda scary because I was awake to the bodily paralysis of the sleep state, and I couldn't figure out whether I was awake or asleep. Honestly, I find these experiences very disconcerting. I am totally cool with sleeptime torpor, thank you. Alex ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Join modern day disciples reach the disfigured and poor with hope and healing http://us.click.yahoo.com/lMct6A/Vp3LAA/i1hLAA/UlWolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
