Just over two years Peter. A great woman, I adored her and still do. When she was peaceful she was like an angel. But then out of nowhere. Actually it was usually a day or two after we had done something really nice together,,,that this demon side appearred and all hell would break loose. It was as if a part of her couldn't handle being happy she needed to return to chaos.
She would reffer to her meditation experiencing as achieving comsic orgasms,,,I thought to myself oh great what is this a form of mental masterbation. I actually observed her once while she was meditating. At age 50th in my eyes she's the most beautiful woman in the world. But on that afternoon while in her trance her face look distorted hagard and old. It was almost frightening and it left me wondering just how much joy and bliss could she have possibly be feeling. I've been in emergency services for 30 years Peter and have a great deal of patience with people and so I really tried to be patient with her but finally and again out of the blue she announced "Maharishi says we need to be celibate in order to channel all our energies to our higher spiritual intellect." That's when I finally had even enough and said something like,,,Oh sure Maharishi says everyone should be celibate but him,,,,reffering to a years ago comment by the beatles calling him a lecherous womaniser. I know it was the wrong thing to say and the conversation went down hill from there to include He's a liar a cheat and a fraud." Thought I was going to have to call 911 myself for backup. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
