Still thing you should have listened to Mother Meeras advice and gotten a normal job.
I have always worked this life but very extended time of for years at a time has been part of it. In TM, there are probably plenty of others that have done the same- we all do what we got to do. I am just reponding in this case but I am not sure that either the comment or response is that interesting- we can shoot the shit about all sorts of stuff I suppose. I have read all your comments in the threads I started but have not been on FFL for like the last 3 years, plus I may not pay close attention to some of the screen names sometimes. Yes, I am aware the one behind Nabulous is not in favor of what I have written. No one will appeal to everyone so that's life. If many here met in person, maybe there would be a whole different thing and people would hava a laugh together- however there may be underlining thoughts like you know that pumpkineater2183- he thinks like this and that- howwww could he. I guess you meet and it is like Hi, I am nebulous. Oh yes, how are you, I am sidha7001, soon to be swami sidha7001. Anyway, someone just wrote in today with a post- they appear to have had a spontaneous kundalini awakening, and he has had no guidance and has found no relief. Will possibly keep the group here posted on what takes place now, as it looks like He may have found what he is looking for to get help. I think if he follows through on what is given, he will see a big turnaround as did one in our group who came in with a similar intensity or even worse and is now doing very well: Here is the post: Hello I just discovered this site - I suppose timming is everything. I do have a Kundalini Blockage. It is very painfull - the invoulintary movements of Kryias - Invounlitary Dancing when I hear the sound of music (as if an entity took over my body) I get very little sleep - the muscle spasm from krias keep me awake. I have been to Reiki Masters and have taken Reiki I training. also have been to an actupuncturist for grounding issues and "the Blockage" - still no relief of the blockage. This started about five years ago while sitting in a chair. Out of the Blue a huge force went thru me and felt like it hit my tail bone and "Threw me out of the chair" there have also been times I have been thrown on the ground due to the unexpected nature of this disease. No doctors in my area are helpfull and at this point I am just so "TIRED". Although I do have many Mystical experiences - that seem to be synchronized with God or the Universe. Sounds Crazy - Although I know them when I see them and they only apply to me. Any suggestions as what I can do to get more sleep? the slepp deprivaion and Krias or invoulitary moments are fierce and keep me awake and irritable! - I do meditate daily although Kundalini seems to rule my body when it wants too. Any suggestions would be kindly appreaciated. Thanks much - Peace.
