I hope Swami G. is well paid for wading through all
this psychological crap. What utter hysterical
nonsense on Noby's part. He's looking for a big mommy
teat, not a guru. But then again, before Realization,
we all are looking for our own particular brand of
mommy teat. He's lucky that she continues to talk to
him.
--- Ron <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> Note 0 = Swami G responding
>
> --- In [EMAIL PROTECTED], "n0by"
> <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> >
> > Namasté Ganga, Namasté all writers!
>
> Namaste
>
> > I'm not my body -
> > but who am I?
>
> 0- if you are afraid to look you will never find
> out.
>
> * I'm not my body - but who am I?
>
> 0- definitely not what you think you are - that is
> for sure.
>
> * Last week end Mimamai and I had to visit three
> different hospitals: in Bamberg,
> Nuremberg and now in Villingen-Schwenningen. I hope,
> I'm not my body - but who am I?
>
> 0- this is why people enter the path to find out.
> And you aren't going to find
> out by writing these types of things. You never find
> out by debate or by
> resistence. This can be said for sure.
>
> * Again Mimamai and I drove four, five hours to Bath
> Dryhome in the region of
> Black Forest. It's my 10th visit there since
> September.
>
> * Now I know, that all my efforts with the old
> ladies were all in vain. A helicopter
> had to fly my Old Mom last Saturday in the hospital
> only 10 kilometres away from her
> hotel.
>
> * Old Mom had to survey several hours of operation,
> even hard to stand for young
> people. The next days will show, if Old Mom still
> can live longer.
>
> 0- each has a time span on earth and then they move
> on.
>
> * I have visited her four times on three days. Each
> time she is getting better a bit.
> I bought her from a Middle Ages market in Villingen
> a cat. She is so happy and
> remembers her cat from childhood with the Russian
> name 'Matuschka'.
>
> * I'm so touched to see this joy in her old, old
> eyes, the smile in her faces with
> all these lines of eight decades.
>
> * She is so much more honest. She tries hard to
> understand every word better,
> better when she didn't felt sick.
>
> * 86years Old Mom on Sunday
>
> * We ask her to remember the name of her brother's
> wife. She frankly admits:
> 'Most of my memory is gone.' She doesn't pretend
> anymore to know. The severe
> sickness has helped her to grow her honesty.
>
> 0- this happens as one winds down - the memory goes-
> there is no need
> to drag these memories along.
>
> * Mima has a fixed plan to rule the day: `First
> visit to my Old Mom in the
> morning, than dinner, second visit has to follow in
> the afternoon.'
>
> * But this industrial area 'Villingen-Schwenningen'
> is separated in two towns.
> First we found the hospital in Schwenningen. But
> that was the wrong place.
>
> * Mimamai cooks a chamomile tea in her car and fills
> the tea in a bottle. When
> we reach the room with the number, finally we find
> out, that we are on the wrong
> place. Mima's plan is spoiled. Mima gets furious.
>
> 0- and getting furious has solved what ? Does it
> change or make the situation
> better in any manner ?
>
> * I buy a map, drive to the hospital in Villingen,
> Mimamai rests in the car. I visit Old
> Mom. She can sit first time on toilet, to digest
> again after her operation. Mima sleeps
> exhausted for a while in her car.
>
> * In the afternoon Old Mom is so happy, that Mimamai
> comes with me to our visit.
> The women have an easier contact to each other than
> I ever can have.
>
> 0 - yes they have no *history* together.
>
> * The web news are so far, far away. The money
> crisis brings danger to the world
> economy. Most spiritual teachers condemn EGOistic
> behaviour of other people.
>
> 0- i'm not talking about egotistic behavior but
> about ego - there is a vast
> difference in this. Ego is simply living within the
> illusion that one is the
> limited body and that mind and it's content is who
> we are. - this is what
> is termed Ego here. This is what is addressed here.
> The foolishness of
> mankind is driven by fear of loss or feelings of
> lack and insecurity.
>
> * I don't know: what is the greed of my EGO, what is
> the fight for my right?
>
> 0- first find out what you are and are not. You are
> still stuck in going in
> circles looking for the externals as your right. And
> you fight against the
> world. What a waste of energy. In constant fighting
> there is no Peace -
> no Stillness - no Expanded Wonder. There is only a
> contraction into
> me-ness aka my desires and fears are the center
> point of my existence.
>
> * I drink my beer wandering on the street. I try to
> avoid Mimamai's pressure.
> I'm happy alone, but I need her to arrange my life
> better. Even my Old Mom
> connects deeper and easier to Mimamai than I can
> reach my Old Mom.
>
> 0 - maybe she doesn't fight agains things so hard.
>
> * what is the greed of my EGO,
> what is the fight for my right?
>
> 0- maybe ask yourself this most sincerely ? What is
> the feeling of lack ?
> What is the fear of loss ?
>
> maybe question very deeply what is this *me*. Of
> what is it comprised ?
>
> * I can live on my own, but I need the team in our
> company, to make my money.
>
> 0- what has this to do with seeking what you are and
> are not ?
>
> * Spiritual teachers attack others EGO, but who
> wants to be attacked?
>
> 0- it's not about attacking egos - it is about
> aiding one to question deeply.
> As only in viable questioning does freedom come.
> Being that you are most
> often in attack mode and feeling cornered then this
> natural reaction arises.
> But fighting against Spiritual Teachers and
> attempting to keep yourself
> safe from what you perceive is a threat to ego - OK
> - you may continue
> to do so but nothing will change in your life. It
> will be a continuation of
> being driven without finding that Steady Point of
> Peace which is possible.
> The choice is yours.
>
> * Do people accept these attacks, because they
> imagine spiritual teachers as
> 'EGOLESS'.
>
> 0- do you actually read anyone elses interactions
> here ? Ask them is they
> feel they are being attacked ? Ask them directly
> what they are finding out
> from the interactions. Don't assume. i think you
> will be quite surprised
> if you actually open up with others on this site.
>
> * Other spiritual teachers catch customers with
> flattering.
>
> 0- this is done by those who seek followers - money
> - and fame.
>
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