Thank you, Gloria! -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Wednesday, September 07, 2005 11:14 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: Geroge's passing
I'm so sorry, Hideyo, my prayers are for George's continued happiness and for you also. Blessings, Gloria At 11:49 AM 9/7/2005, you wrote: >Hi, my beloved George whom I rescued two month ago crossed the bridge >yesterday - he had a very labored breathing for the past few days, the vet >felt that he was having a hard time overcoming URI due to the compromised >immune system from FIV - he had been so well, he had a very good >appetite.. but he never could really gain weight. He was very jaundiced >and yellow ness did not really go away,, but he was doing so >good..though,, Since he is a feral boy,, I really did not want to stress >him out taking him to a vet all the time.....though. I did sense the his >last days might have been approaching as I felt that it must have been >painful to breath so heavily.. and he was getting so skinny regardless of >his appetite...the vet thought that his throat was very inflamed, and was >going to call him the first thing yesterday morning to see if I could give >him predisone... but he did not make it - > >I must have know that something was going to happen that morning, because >I couldn't sleep since 4 am that day..I was so nervous and was wide awake, >kept thinking of George... I would go check the room and see how he was >doing.. and would go back (he would get stressed more if I were around >since he is a feral boy).. so I would go back,, one time, I heard really >loud breathing, and I saw him trying to eat the food from the plate.. so I >wanted to leave him alone so he could eat.. so I did.. and an half hour >later or an hour.. I went back into the room.. and I did not hear his >breathing noise in the room.. I got so scared... and I looked around..and >called his name..and he was lying on the floor by the food plate with his >eyes and mouth open.. and I ran over to him and held him... he was still >warm.. but he had passed already.. I cried and cried and held him, and I >wrapped him with a blanket.. and put him on the table by the window.... He >looked so painful with his eyes and mouth were open.. and I wish that they >weren't.. but then, an interesting thing happened.. I went back to visit >George by the window in the room an half hour later .. and this time.. his >eyes and mouth were completely closed and he looked so peaceful.. looked >like he was just sleeping..with no more pain... > >I have lots of regrets for thing I have done or I haven't done for >George.. things that I would regret for the rest of my lives and things >that ended up shortening his lives and things that I would never forgive >myself for.. but. I talked to Jasmine, my AC this morning and she talked >to George for me.. and I still feel very sad, but I also feel very >peaceful. George is doing fabulous right now, he said... he is a little >sad.. but he is feeling very good. We talked about a lot of things.. but >at the end he told me that.. don't think that he is just a little helpless >cat,, he is much more.. especially now,, he is free, and he can be an >advisor for me --- as I do have a tendency to try to control every >situation I encounter.. and I beat up myself when I can't for..so anyway, >he gave me some advise which I found very very helpful to continue my life.. >George said that he would like to meet me again,, probably not in my life >time... I left the conversation, asking him that if he would talk to me >again.. and he said yes.. I told him that I love him and will miss him >very much.... And at the end,, he told me that he loves me, too.... George has >been always a little feral boy.. and it meant the world to me to know that >he loves me....I buried him at his favorite spot in the garden.. the place >he used to hang out... > >Thank for all the prayers you have given for George in the past... now >George has passed..please pray that George will be continue to be happy, >and continue to have a good life and that some day...I will meet him soon. > >Hideyo
