Re: My ANGEL Sebastian

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 11:58:11 -0700

Jennifer,  only you can decide what is best for Sebastian.  If there is any way you can at least get blood work done, I would encourage you to do that.  You can learn a lot from that.
 
Sebastian will tell you what he wants.  Just sit with him, and let him tell you.  Sometimes they want us to help them cross over and sometimes they don't.  I had one who never told me he wanted help, and he crossed over on his own.  The rest asked for help.  It was never easy to realize that they were ready to leave, but if it's what they want, then I will help them.
 
I do not envy you having to go through this right now.  Having just lost my Salome' -- it's always the hardest decision to make.
 
Positive thoughts and hugs coming your way.
 
=^..^= Terri, Siggie the Tomato Vampire, Guinevere, Sammi, Travis, and 5 furangels: RuthieGirl, Samantha, Arielle, Gareth, Alec & Salome' =^..^=
 
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Monday, September 19, 2005 1:15 PM
Subject: My ANGEL Sebastian

I have not written for so long because I feel that I have given up hope.  Sebastian has not been doing very well.  He can no longer walk and he relies on me to take him to the litter box and to feed him.  He still has a good appetite.  He seems so depressed now.  I am so heart broken that I cry almost daily.  I am not strong enough to let him go.  I feel that it isn't up to me to play god and that he will go when he is ready.  He just keeps fighting.  He is so much braver than me.  I took him to the Virginia Tech Veterinary hospital on August 1st.  They were wanting to run alot of tests.  The tests were very risky, so I decided against them.  Now I feel that I have no choice and I have to find out what is wrong with him and see if there is something that can be done.  I don't know what I will do without him.  I am so scared of losing him.

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