Thanks, Nina.. I pretend to be strong.. but you know how messed up I am.. I am crying my tears out, Nina. I think that I gave something (homeopathic treatment) to him that did something bad to him.. because he went down right after that.. this is one of my "what if..." thing.. and I so regret it, Nina. But - I know that Garfunkle had a good life --I just so wish to have more of it! I will talk to Jasmine tomorrow to see if I can talk to Garfunkle in his new life.
Thank you for thinking of me and my babies. Hideyo -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of Nina Sent: Monday, November 28, 2005 11:41 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: My dear Garfunkle's new departure Oh Hideyo, I know how much you love each and every one of your babies, and how special Garfunkle is to you. I've been thinking about you and have been wanting to call you for the past few days to see how things were going. Don't hold back the tears darling, Garfunkle understands. I think it's wonderful that you celebrated his life with a "new life" party, what a wonderful idea, very therapeutic, I hope it was healing for everyone. As always, you are in my heart, thoughts and prayers. Bless you sweetheart, Much love to you, Nina Hideyo Yamamoto wrote: >Hi, everyone, again thank you very much for all the prayers for >Garfunkle. >A miracle did happened after he was so close to death a couple of weeks >ago, it was really a miracle and that Garfunkle's strong will power that >made it happen (and all your prayers) so that he could come back for me >so that I could spend more time with him. Every day I had with him, I >treasured it so much.. I loved him like there is no tomorrow.. and now >there is no tomorrow.. at least in a physical sense.. I can't hold my >baby Garfunkle any more in my arms.. and can't stand a thought of not >being able to. > >This morning, he crossed the bridge to his new and a better life.. life >without no pain. He fought so hard for me, and we fought so hard >together..he was with me in my arms when he took the last breath. Nina, >you were right,,, I am never going to be ready for them to leave.. but >at least, Garfunkle gave me the 2nd chance so that I could cherish the >time with him, and I did. But, I wanted more. > >There are always, what if.. what if I did not give him that.. what if I >took him to the vet sooner,.. what if I paid more attention to him... >but I am try not to do that.. because Garfunlke gave me everything he's >got to love me,,, and in my mind, I did the same... I loved him so much >and I still love him and I will ALWAYS love him. I just miss him so >terribly... I can't imagine my life without him. Yeah... I have so many >cats.. but it does not matter,,, each one of them are so special to me, >and I can't stand the pain of not having any of them.. and Garfunlke was >sure a special boy to me. He always came to say hi to me... every >single time he sees him.. and I am going to miss it so bad. > >Garfunkle was and is such a fighter... such a caring soul.. everyone >(kitty) loved and loves him so very much.. he is such a sweet potato >lover.. god I miss him, and I want to cry.. but I am trying not to.. >because, I want Garfnkle to feel good about his new departure. > >Everyone, please join celebrate Garfunlke's new departure. We (me and >kitties) had a celebration party for Garfunkle this morning.. (they all >got tune treat!.. thanking Garfunkle for everything he has given to all >of us. > > >PS. My Ginger started eating yesterday after three months of not >eating!!! This must be a genuine gift from Garfunkle to me and Ginger. > > > > > > > >
