Jenn I'm sorry to hear the news of Ewok's decline. I know how hard you have both fought together. He had every chance and the best care from you and I'm sure he knows it. I'm also sure you will know when he is too tired and wishes to cross and can be there with him. As I went through with Bramble - he told me he'd had enough and knowing that I had done everything and could still be there for him when he wanted to go to the bridge left me with no guilt - just sadness of the loss. Our time together at the end was priceless and a comfort in some ways - enjoy whatever time you have and I pray you gain comfort from knowing how much you both cared about each other and that you tried everything for him - and he trusted you enough to carry on so long. It will hurt when the time comes as we all know but he will no longer be in pain. I hope the next few days and steroids will give him some relief and that you have special times together.
Michelle, Minstrel, Buddy & Angel Bramble
