Hi guys, I wanted to ask everyone's opinions/thoughts on dreaming about kitties you have lost. I know it's OT, but I have a hard enough time keeping up with the posts here, so joining the OT list is not an option for me time-wise.
Since Cricket has passed, I have continued to look for signs from him letting me know he's ok. The best I have gotten is a dismembered cricket that my other two kitties left by my bed a day or so after he passed, which was weird because I haven't seen any other crickets anywhere, inside or out this year. A couple of nights ago, I dreamed I was walking around everywhere calling for Cricket. I couldn't find him anywhere and kept finding myself in all these different places. Rolling hillsides, snow-covered forests, places I didn't recognize. The dream was so real. And all I did was call for Cricket the whole time, like I used to when he would sneak out of the backyard when I wasn't paying attention so he could explore the neighborhood. "Crickeeee, Crickeee," over and over and over. I started panicking in my dream, and of course when I woke up, I got upset because I knew the reason I couldn't find him in my dream was that he was dead. It really disturbed me. Apparently, I still need closure. I still have guilt over Cricket's passing, even though I know the facts. I am disappointed that I haven't seen or heard something that lets me know he's ok and that he isn't mad at me. Do you guys have any idea what that dream meant, and also, what's a good way for me to get closure as I think about it a lot? Thanks for any advice or thoughts you have, :) Wendy __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com
