Tonya, I am so sorry this happened. I know you must feel horrible. Whether you smothered him or not, it was unintentional, and you can never know what he actually died of, so please don't beat yourself up over it. I can't imagine how you must feel, but please don't be too hard on yourself. You did more than most average people would have done for little Grayson. He was lucky to have you.
:) Wendy --- catatonya <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > I just woke and Grayson was dead. I think I > smothered him. I think 2:30 was the last time he > woke me up to be fed. I had him up by my neck but > remember finding him sleeping down next to me at one > point and moving him back up. I guess it didn't > cross my mind at the time that he should have been > screaming for food at that point. I just moved him > back up higher on the bed and covered him in his > little towel and fell back asleep. When I woke > again I wondered why he hadn't cried yet or moved > over to my neck. He was dead because I had killed > him. > > tonya > > > > > __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com
