RE: Now Peter has become an angel - so soon...

[MacKenzie, Kerry N.]

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I agree, Hideyo, it's a blessing you could be with them all, and yes, I know how much it must hurt to not actually have held Peter. (That's why I was so upset about Pookie being euthanised without them telling me when I was right there.) But you know, it seems like he waited for you to go to go downstairs. He knew you loved him, and although he needed to leave, maybe he felt he couldn't do so while you were right there. big hugs, Kerry (PS: It's not an issue any more, but hope you got my email of yesterday anyway, re my further suggestion -- me fedexing the interferon from london) -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of Hideyo Yamamoto Sent: Tuesday, August 08, 2006 4:55 PM To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Subject: RE: Now Peter has become an angel - so soon... Thank you, Kerry, and thank you for considering asking your sister to receive interferon in UK for me.. actually our Nina shipped it for me (and I am going to return it to her once I get the shipment from UK) and Peter and I received it this morning.. we were able to give his first shot this morning and I was so praying that it would create a miracle.. but I think Peter felt that he will feel much better if he can get out of his little body for now…   The best blessing I have, is.. and this has been true for all the kitties I have lost.. they always wait for me to cross the bridge and they have crossed the bridge on their own without much too long of suffering… Naomi was walking around still on the same day she passed (though she did have a difficult time breathing towards the end, and so did Peter and Hannibal, Garfunkle, and George.... and Peter was not too sick (as far as I could tell),,, until last night…but anyway, I have been able to be always there if not right besides me when they make transition..(I was not able to be with Peter right besides him.. he passed away when I went downstairs to make a call, which I regret it so much..).. and I am grateful of the gift.. and it means so much to me..but, it still hurts not to be able to hold him…   From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of MacKenzie, Kerry N. Sent: Tuesday, August 08, 2006 3:23 PM To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Subject: RE: Now Peter has become an angel - so soon...   Oh Hideyo, I can't believe you've lost sweet Peter now too. I am so sorry to hear this sad and shocking news. You are going thru so much. It seems so unfair---it is so unfair--that you do so much and you have so much grief. Bless you for everything you do for the little souls who have no one else to turn to. I really am so sorry. Your tribute is beautiful. You are the best, you truly are. much love and big hugs, Kerry -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of Hideyo Yamamoto Sent: Tuesday, August 08, 2006 4:13 PM To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Subject: Now Peter has become an angel - so soon... Hi, everyone, thank you very much for your prayers for Peter – Peter has crossed the bridge on the way to a peaceful land this afternoon about two hours ago – it happened so quickly and was so unexpected and I am still in shock.. though my eyes are very exhausted from crying so much… I just can’t believe how quickly he passed away… and I just numb not feeling much   One week ago, I lost my baby Naomi… and then I lost Peter.. my words cannot express how empty I feel and how badly I feel right now.. but I know that their souls continue to live and they will be in my heart eternally….Here’s to my baby Peter..   Dear My Peter,   Peter, you are the most beautiful baby I have met in both soul and body.. I am so grateful of the opportunity to have met you.. I wish I could have spent more time with you.. When I met you and brought you home from Arno street in February, you were so talkative and full of energy… I cannot help thinking that your life would have been much longer if I did not bring you home because I know in my heart that you got something that made you very sick from my other kitties at home.. I so badly wanted to fight with you against whatever illness that you were fighting against.. and I am so sorry that I couldn’t make it go away… Peter, I know you have already forgiven things as you have heart of angel… I treasure the memory that I have had with you forever,, Peter, I am so sorry that you had to go so soon.. you are only a little over a year old.. I am going to miss you so much,, but the thought of your soul continue to live gives me a courage to continue to live.. love so dearly and love forever,,   Your mama..   IRS CIRCULAR 230 NOTICE. 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