Oh sweet Hideyo,
Again, I am so sorry to hear your news. And so soon. But don't let what has taken Dharma, Peter, Naomi, and Olive take you too. Take your time, don't rush the healing or grieving, but no fault can be laid at your feet. The only way you would be to blame is if you knew that you were doing harm to them. You didn't know that, and I don't think that you did any harm, but we can agree to disagree on that.
How many cats do you have?
Whatever the number, there are many of us with that many or more, not to mention the shelters, so there is no way that you knowingly put them in a bad situation.
Are seizures associated with FIP?
Please tell me about who else is under your care to brighten your day. Let them help you rest, because if there is anyone who needs it, it is you.
Leslie
