aw, susan, i'm sorry. GLOW to guide Buddy over the bridge, where he'll
never have to be hungry or cold again.

and for miracle's journey to be gentle and soft if it's his time.

this is heartbreaking work we do, at the end of their little lives,
but they give us so much in return that we just keep doing it, don't
we? we DO make a difference for these cats--the get to experience love
and caring that otherwise they never would have the chance to. and we
become much better humans, and, hopefully, examples to others of how
little it takes to make a positive difference in someone's life--even
if it's "only a cat!"

the best we can do is the best that we can do.

MC

On 2/5/07, Susan Loesch <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
This has not been a good weekend at my house.  I have a little 4-cat feral
colony I have fed daily for a year -- we've had pretty bad weather lately
and I've put mounds of food out -- and haven't seen Buddy and Sissy, two
little longhaired tabby littermates in over a week.  Hoped that they were
just coming and eating when they were hungry since there was so much food -
and not coming around waiting for me to get there at my usual time.  Sat. I
called and called - it was a nice day, warmer and sunny, and I'd left only a
small amt. of food Friday hoping they'd show up Sat.   A man who lives next
to where I feed them came out and told me that one of the tabbies had been
hit by a car and died in his yard.  From his description I think it was
Buddy.  I am devastated.  Buddy had evolved from a totally feral little boy
to a friendly fella who met me in the Backyard Burger (where the feeding
station is) parking lot when he heard my car.   I could pet him, even rub
his tummy.  If I sat still I could ease him into my lap.  His sister still
wouldn't let me touch her but has been getting better.  I planned to
relocate both Buddy and Sis to my back yard as soon as I could touch Sissy.
  Separating them wasn't an option.  Sissy was Buddy's little shadow - she
depended on him so.    I didn't try to trap her since she was coming around
and I figured in a month or two more I would be able to pet her.   Now I am
kicking myself for not relocating them sooner.      I have a friend who
feeds for me on Sunday and she saw Sissy -- or at least she thinks it was
Sissy and not Buddy.   I almost think it would be better if it were Sissy to
have died because Buddy is so much more independent and open to human touch.
  Please add my little Buddy Bear to the CLS.  He was neutered, vaccinated
and negative for felv/FIV.   And about 2 years old.

This morning I left my little miracle man, Leader, all wrapped up in my
sweatshirt on the bed - and, I think, dying.  He was born with feleuk - his
whole litter tested and retested positive.  All his littermates died at or
before about age two -- including Gloria's Mittens -- but Leader has lived
to be just 2 months short of SIX years.   He has been doing fine -- skinny,
looking like death warmed over -- but fine until he recently got an awful
URI.    I've treated him with immunoregulin, Baytril, Tylosin, Naxcel,
fluids.   Up until last night he was eating well altho weak.  This morning
he wouldn't eat.   Please put him on the Special Needs List and please, all,
pray that he beat this URI.    Thanks.


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Maybe That'll Make The Difference....

MaryChristine

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