lololol...should I be laughing at this??? it does sound crazy, but we all know you aren't.
thanks for the endorphins :) wendy --- Kelley Saveika <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Wendy, > > I have meltdowns nearly every day just reading this > list. I can > barely read the feline heart list at all. And yeah, > I cry at work > too. It isn't good... > > Try explaining to your boss that you aren't crying > over your own > cat...you are crying over your Internet friends' cat > that you've never > met (the friend or the cat). > > > > Kelley > > On 4/3/07, wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > Leah, > > > > In a twisted way, I am glad I'm not alone. Of > course, > > in my own utopia, I would never wish those kinds > of > > memories on anyone. You used the perfect > > term...agonizing. Prayers going out for peace for > all > > of us. > > > > :) > > Wendy > > > > --- "Wolf, Leah R." <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > > > > Wendy, > > > > > > You are not alone. It took two weeks for my > Bubba > > > to die from felv and > > > watching him slip away inch by inch was > agonizing. > > > When I think of him, I > > > have to force myself not to dwell on the > experience > > > or else I will break > > > down all over again. > > > > > > > > > Leah > > > -----Original Message----- > > > From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] > > > [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On > > > Behalf Of wendy > > > Sent: Tuesday, April 03, 2007 11:05 AM > > > To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > > > Subject: OT: Small meltdown > > > > > > Hey guys, > > > > > > Why is it that even a year and a half after > > > Cricket's passing, I can burst > > > into tears after having flashbacks of the night > he > > > died? To a logical > > > person (being me), it sounds ridiculous and > > > overdramatic. > > > But the fact remains that when I allow myself to > > > remember what happened with > > > Cricket the night he died, and how horrible it > was, > > > it sends me straight > > > into meltdown. I am at work for heaven's sake. > > > Usually, when I think about > > > Cricket, I don't think about that one day in his > > > life. But it seems so > > > unfair that he couldn't have a more peaceful > death. > > > I will never forget his > > > suffering, even knowing that he is now at rest. > Why > > > do some > > > people's/animal's last days of their lives have > to > > > be filled with pain and > > > suffering? > > > I just don't understand it. I think maybe all > the > > > recent losses, and sadly > > > there have been many, might be bringing my > memories > > > back, but maybe that's a > > > good thing? Maybe we never really fully stop > > > grieving, but every little > > > meltdown we have allows us to heal a little > more. > > > > > > Thanks for letting me ramble about my lack of > > > understanding of the meaning > > > of life. > > > :) > > > Wendy > > > > > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > > > committed citizens can change > > > the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever > > > has!" > > > > > > ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________ > > > ________ > > > Get your own web address. > > > Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business. > > > > http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/domains/?p=BESTDEAL > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it > is the only thing that ever has!" > > > ~~~ Margaret Meade > ~~~ > > > > > > > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________________ > > Never miss an email again! > > Yahoo! Toolbar alerts you the instant new Mail > arrives. > > > http://tools.search.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/mail/ > > > > > > > -- > Rescuties - Saving the world, one cat at a time. > > http://www.rescuties.org > > Vist the Rescuties store and save a kitty life! > > http://astore.amazon.com/rescuties-20 > > Please help Joey! > http://rescuties.chipin.com/joey-autoimmune-hemolytic-anemia > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever has!" ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ ____________________________________________________________________________________ Don't get soaked. Take a quick peek at the forecast with the Yahoo! Search weather shortcut. http://tools.search.yahoo.com/shortcuts/#loc_weather
