Oh Cassandra,
I was so disheartened to read your post. You have
been through so much. I'm sorry for you and sorry for
your sweet babies that have lost their battles. I'm
even sorrier that sweet Tomi died in the way he did.
It was the same way that Cricket died, and I honestly
hope no other animals ever have to go through that.
And I hope I never have to stand by and watch while
feeling completely helpless, angry, and lost.
Please take care of yourself Cassandra. You have an
awful lot of grieving to do. Feel free to post here
or email me off list if you prefer, if you need
anything or just to vent. My door is always open to
you, and so is this list. When I lost Cricket, the
members here helped me through his loss probably more
than they helped me deal with his illness. It was an
invaluable experience and I will always be grateful to
them for putting up with my whining and talking about
things like after-death visits, guilt and
second-guessing myself, etc. (even though they say I
wasn't whining). The beautiful thing was I felt I was
being a burden, while they welcomed the opportunity to
help me.
Again, I am really sorry about Tomi, and Kisa, and
Koda. Prayers for your peace and comfort going out.
:)
Wendy
"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the
world - indeed it is the only thing that ever has!" ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~
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