Angela, I am so sorry....for your loss, your pain and the uncertainty....I unexpectedly lost Keisha 5 weeks ago. I didn't even know she was sick (not feline leukemia+). Now another of mine has a similar heart problem (not related and not contagious)....somedays I am overwhelmed...I try to know that what I learned with Keisha will help me better care for Lucy.
a note of hope ~ I had two feline leuk positive boys. Squeaky was never sick during his first 22 years. Stripes lived to 16 despite being sick on and off. We have finally figured out a protocol that is working for Isabella for now. She was sicker than the boys and came to us in May (years after the boys died). There is hope. If your kittys have feline leukemia, then it's plan B for treatment. Please try to breathe and know that they are in good hands and you can handle whatever comes your way. These kitties are put in our lives for a reason. ALLOW yourself to grieve and be mad and sad...it's all part of the process. My heart reaches to yours...right this moment...you and all 3 kitties are in my prayers. Safe journey to your Midnight. One comfort I had from the sudden death of Keisha was she was giving me the gift of not having to watch her suffer over weeks or months and not having to make a tough decision for her someday. Godspeed, Laurie
