Oh Anna, I am so sorry. My heart breaks just reading your story. You loved her, cared for her, and gave her everything you had. What more could any of us ask for.
It is really hard to be only human sometimes and so limited in our abilities to change the many injustices that seem to surround us. You are a truely kind and loving person and I am certain Sylvia knew and sensed that. I am sure someday your souls will meet again. Jenny On Tue, May 22, 2012 at 5:05 PM, Anna Waltman <anna.walt...@gmail.com>wrote: > Dear all, > I lost my sweet Sylvia cat this afternoon. Despite our best efforts with > daily subcutaneous fluids, appetite stimulants, Interferon, probiotics, > vitamins, steroids, and multiple antibiotics, she was still fading fast and > appeared to be in a significant amount of pain yesterday. So, with a heavy > heart, I took her to the vet one last time this afternoon for a consult. > The vet looked over her chart thoroughly, took a close look at her gums and > listened to her breath, and said that at this point we'd done all we could > do; the anemia was causing her to crash. We agreed, sadly, that it was time > to let her go. This was definitely the hardest choice I've ever made; I'm > only 25 and Sylvia was my first cat as an adult. We bonded immediately and > it has been awful watching her decline over the last month. I'd never been > present when an animal has been euthanized before, and I was extremely > reluctant to see her go this way. I'd hoped she might pass quietly at home, > but she just seemed so uncomfortable that letting her linger struck me as > cruel and selfish. I think I made the right choice. She went peacefully, > wrapped in a clean blanket in my arms, with no pain. While we waited for > the vet, she sat in my lap and purred just like she did as a kitten at her > first vet visit. It broke my heart to let her go, even though I know it was > the kindest thing I could do. > > Sylvia was the best cat I've ever had: smart, sweet, devoted, impeccably > well-mannered, pleasantly chatty, cuddly. Up until last month, she was fat, > sassy, and apart from gingivitis, quite healthy, so I am confident she had > a good life. I will miss her terribly. I already do. I'm glad I have my > lively little clownish siamese mix, Beatrice (who, as far as I know, is > FeLV negative and healthy as a horse) to keep me company. It'll just be the > two of us for a little while, so we have time to mourn the loss of a truly > great friend, old soul, and gentle spirit. > > I am so, so sad...but also thankful for four years with a wonderful cat. > Some animals make you a better person. I think Sylvia has done that for me, > and I will always remember her. > > Thanks to all of you who have given me advice and support over the last > few years. I'm grateful to have had a group of more experienced cat owners > to turn to with questions and concerns; you all have been a great source of > comfort and information. Best of luck to you and yours in fighting this > awful disease. > Sadly, > Anna (and Beatrice) > > > -- > Anna Elisabeth Waltman > PhD Candidate // Contemporary American Poetics > Department of English and American Literature > University of Massachusetts, Amherst > <awalt...@english.umass.edu> > > _______________________________________________ > Felvtalk mailing list > Felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > http://felineleukemia.org/mailman/listinfo/felvtalk_felineleukemia.org > >
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