Rachel my dear. You do not disappoint. Kittens need homes too. I have been rescuing for years and years, and every once in a while I too decide it’s time for a kitten. They perk up the whole household and it is a very different experience than with an older cat. But seriously, it’s like picking your favourite flower. They’re all beautiful, all have amazing unique qualities, and all bring beauty and happiness into your life. You will be smitten when you meet them, I am sure.
Amani From: Felvtalk [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of Rachel Dagner Sent: June-11-16 9:45 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: [Felvtalk] Tucker Yes, the two I am looking at are girls as well and look very similar to Tucker. I figure girls have way less of chance for getting blockages. I know I will disappoint a lot of people on here, as well as some friends that do rescue by admitting they are young kitties and not old. I do feel a lot of guilt because I don't want any kitty to not have a home, but in the end it needs to be my decision and I have thought about the pros and cons a great deal. I wish I could save them all. I am praying my new kitty will get used to riding in the car and will take her to work to get her used to it. Tucker actually loved riding in the car, when he was homeless at work he used to follow me to my car and put his paws up on the door ledge to get in. When I did take him home he snuggled right in the crate and looked positively content. I took him to the mountains on vacation. We had a nice cabin with a huge screened porch so he could watch the wildlife. I also have the pet tracking gps collar he had to wear on vacation just in case. I never left Tucker or Daizy in the eleven years I had her with a sitter, where I go they go or I just don't go, I don't trust anyone with my animals except my mom and she lives in Texas. I want my new kitty to travel too if at all possible and will work very hard to make this happen. I also hope to get her used to brushing her teeth every night just like Daizy. And I hope that she and Daizy will play together like she and Tucker did. I hope that Harry will fall in love with her antics and cuteness like he did Tucker and come to appreciate cats even more, and even fall in love with her. I meet them tomorrow and hope I feel something when I do. I desperately need to heal from this aching emptiness. One thing I know for sure is that my kitty will never see a shelter again. Even if I die my family would never let that happen. It makes me so mad that people adopt a pet only to later find it "inconvenient" for whatever reason. They give up their animal yet end up getting another one later. Pets are forever for better or worse. Anyways I hope everyone still likes me even though I am looking at young kitties after all they need a good home and life too and one will have that with me for all of her days. Sent from my iPhone On Jun 10, 2016, at 9:29 PM, Ardy Robertson <[email protected]<mailto:[email protected]>> wrote: Rachel – you sound like you are going through a lot of the feelings I had after Tigger passed away. I quite accidentally looked over at the kitties in PetSmart – I was NOT going to look at them that day. But Topaz looks very similar to Tigger even though she is a girl and Tigg was a boy. That somehow is comforting – even though I am determined to not compare the two of them. I even had GUILT about liking Topaz. But I did feel like I had to get her out of that glass enclosure, and heck – I have a big house, what’s wrong with bringing one home. You will know if it is okay to help out another kitty…….Ardy From: Felvtalk [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of Rachel Dagner Sent: Thursday, June 9, 2016 8:50 AM To: [email protected]<mailto:[email protected]> Subject: Re: [Felvtalk] Tucker I picked up Tucker’s ashes yesterday. I was really worried as I didn’t know if it would make me feel better or worse. I haven’t eaten since Sunday my appetite is nonexistent, I have managed to choke down a couple protein shakes. My eyes are so swollen, I feel bad for anyone who has the misfortune of looking at me, or being around me for that matter. Well, I of course cried all of the way to the vets, and all the way home. But then I curled up in bed with my little box of Tucker, and I actually did feel a little more at peace. I laid there with him and went through my pictures again and talked to him about all of my feelings and my love for him, about our memories and how much I miss him. I have actually been in touch with a rescue group I found on pet finder, they test every cat for FELV/FIV while many others don’t. I know that there is no sure thing with testing, and I wouldn’t trade my time with Tucker for anything in the world. I just know that emotionally and financially I am not ready for FELV again right now. If it happens, just like with any illness, then I deal with it, because that is what you do. I am going to Petsmart over in Tampa on Sunday to meet their kitties, I have no idea if I will be ready, or if this is what I desperately need to do to help me heal, but it won’t hurt to go meet them and see how my heart feels. One of the greatest gifts Tucker gave me is that “no cats” Harry, when I showed him a pictures of a kitty on Pet finder he said “Is that the one you want to get?” So I know now that I will never again have to live without the feel of that soft fur on my face or the heart melting sound of purring in my ear. It is so hard because I am scared to get one, and I am scared not to. I guess we will see what happens… From: Felvtalk [mailto:[email protected]<mailto:[email protected]>] On Behalf Of Ardy Robertson Sent: Wednesday, June 08, 2016 11:59 PM To: [email protected]<mailto:[email protected]> Subject: Re: [Felvtalk] Tucker I’m just so happy that you had that kind of relationship with your fur-baby. The memories are wonderful. I recently adopted another cat even though I said I would not. No one will ever take Tigger’s place in my heart, but Topaz is easing the pain. I may never have that bond that I had with Tigger or like you had with Tucker, but I figured that was not a reason to not try again, and with all the little homeless kitties, I think Tigger would have wanted me to help another kitty. Certainly take your time, but I hope you can open your heart again at some point. Ardy From: Felvtalk [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of Rachel Dagner Sent: Wednesday, June 8, 2016 7:22 AM To: [email protected]<mailto:[email protected]> Subject: Re: [Felvtalk] Tucker Thank you everyone for your kind replies. I knew it was going to be hard for me, it has been even harder than I ever imagined. I went through all of my adorable pictures of him last night. Remembered him how he was and imagined him that way again. He was such a cool and handsome little guy. I only had him for a year and a half. In that time we went through so much. Emergency vet visits, surgeries, worry. I wouldn't change it for the world though. He touched my life and heart so much. I opted for a private cremation, so I can keep him close to me always. I was the one person in his life that he loved and adored more than anything, and he never doubted my love for him. Sent from my iPhone On Jun 8, 2016, at 8:02 AM, Katherine K. <[email protected]<mailto:[email protected]>> wrote: I'm sorry about Tucker and for the pain you feel. I hope the happy memories you shared bring you comfort during this difficult time. We're here for you. On Wed, Jun 8, 2016 at 1:37 AM, Ardy Robertson <[email protected]<mailto:[email protected]>> wrote: I'm so sorry for your loss of Tucker. Ardy -----Original Message----- From: Felvtalk [mailto:[email protected]<mailto:[email protected]>] On Behalf Of Rachel Dagner Sent: Tuesday, June 7, 2016 9:33 AM To: [email protected]<mailto:[email protected]> Subject: [Felvtalk] Tucker I lost him yesterday morning. He was having a really hard time breathing due to the tumor in his chest. It was time, they got me in right away. It was so very hard to say goodbye. I haven't been able to quit crying since. It's so unbelievably hard, even knowing that it would happen soon. I miss him so much. Everything reminds me of him. I am at work luckily alone today, and can't quit crying. I had him with me at work last week and he was laying on my desk and purring and sleeping. It's just so hard to believe he is gone. I sat in the parking lot at my vets for at least an hour with my car door open, just in case he spirit needed to get inside and come home with me. I know it will get better, but right now the pain is just unbearable. 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