Keeping those positive thoughts & prayers coming your way! What a
trooper!
=^..^= Terri, Salome', Siggie the Tomato Vampire, Guinevere, Sammi, and 5
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----- Original Message -----
Sent: Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:29
PM
Subject: Simon got chemo today
I took Simon to the oncologist and the news was mixed. On the
very good side,
his bilirubin was down from over 9 to only 2.3! This
is still almost three
times normal, but quite a drop, and enough of a drop
to safely give him the
full dose of CCNU. Because it seems likely
that the heavy doses of steroids he
got last weekend (and your prayers!)
killed off enough lymphoma to bring the
bilirubin down and make him feel
good (more on that later), he also got a dex
shot with the
CCNU.
The bad news is that his PCV was down to 11 on the machine
reading and 9 on
the hand reading (the latter of which is supposed to be
more accurate). The
oncologist suggesting transfusing him again, but
I decided not to because it
only raised his PCV by one or two points in
the past and because, probably due to
the steroids (and your prayers!), he
is feeling much better than when he
needed transfusions in the past. And I
had promised him I would not leave him
there. The oncologist agreed
this was fine, that you transfuse the patient and
not the number, and that
as long as he is bright we can try to ride it out or I
can bring him in
for a transfusion later. We discussed Epogen again and
decided not
to put him on it. The reason is this: Simon's anemia is regenerative--
he is still making red blood cells-- but the problem is that the lymphoma
has
taken over so much of his bone marrow that he has little bone marrow
left to
make the red blood cells with and so makes many fewer. When
the lymphoma is
killed off, his bone marrow bounced back. When he
responded to chemo
previously, he went from a PCV of 11 to one of 33 in
two weeks. If we can kill enough
lymphoma, with the chemo and/or
steroids, his bone marrow should bounce back
again on its own. If we can
not kill enough lymphoma, the Epogen will not save
him because the
lymphoma will take over all of the bone marrow. And he seems
so much
better on fewer medicines that I really do not want to keep adding
things
to his little body that do not have a high probability of helping him
(granted, the CCNU does not have a high probability of helping, but if it
does it
will take care of the root problem which the Epogen would
not).
The oncologist was rather surprised to be treating Simon again.
When I asked
him to give me a probability of the chances that CCNU will
help Simon, he said
"all bets are off with Simon. I'm not going to try to
predict anything with
him anymore."
Simon is very far from out of
the woods, and his PCV is obviously a big
worry. But I am going to
try to treat him like a love bug, rather than a number,
and just be glad
he is feeling so good and happy while he is.
Thanks for all your
prayers (and please keep them coming!),
Michelle
P.S. We took a
bunch of pictures yesterday and today of simon looking really
silly and
cute, laying on his back for belly rubs and looking and Buddhas, and
wanted to share them with you because you all have been so involved with
his
story. However, I tried a way of posting them for free on the
web but it did
not work (photobucket). If anyone knows of a different way
I can do that and
send you the link, I will.
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