Great Dude try and summarize it Cheers The Buddha Speaks raj <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
Empty space Theres an empty space inside my head the space grows and grows it keeps on growing and I want to be dead feeling numb cold and stone all at the same time why wont nothing fill me why am I like an empty vase meant to hold liquid glistening in the sun sparkling under the gaze of eyes but nothing happens inside of me Afraid of disappointment afraid I will fall again but even that fear fades away what is left behind nothing as I stare into my eyes they held more once I remember dimly life and joy and fantasy Im hiding inside books once more shut the doors and lock the walls Im crawling back into unreal Why you tell me Lifes stretched in front of me vast landscape that holds no gain no not true I lied there are things ahead yes but they have me frozen in cold so cold fear I cant allow that near me I wont have it so what do I do I shove it as far away as possible trying to forget loathing people around with plumb faces filled with smiles I hate them yet I dont think hate is the right word Why invest emotions when they are but to get crushed never expect something from others I learned it I still learn a few exceptions blink like lonely stars but they cannot make up although they should the empty space is all I have and there are days when I wish myself seperated from my head Sounds so silly so unreal but sometimes I get excited at the thought of being dead. Author Unknown! Fwdd by Rajeev! Group Site: http://www.gaybombay.info ========================== This message was posted to the gay_bombay Yahoo! Group. Responses to messages (by clicking "Reply") will also be posted on the eGroup and sent to all members. If you'd like to respond privately to the author of any message then please compose and send a new email message to the author's email address. Post:- gay_bombay@yahoogroups.com Subscribe:- [EMAIL PROTECTED] Digest Mode:- [EMAIL PROTECTED] No Mail Mode:- [EMAIL PROTECTED] Individual Mail Mode:- [EMAIL PROTECTED] Contact Us:- [EMAIL PROTECTED] Archives are at http://www.mail-archive.com/gay_bombay%40yahoogroups.com/maillist.html Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/gay_bombay/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
