Guys,

This whole experience has become a bit disheartening.  Craig McClanahan
who is like an idol of mine said this:

"
We will continue to do what we've done in the past -- reject projects
that
only want the "name recognition" value of being under Apache, and don't
have a development community compatible with Apache's style.  That's
much
more important than whether it's server-side versus client-side, or in
one
repository versus another.
"

Seemingly directed at POI.  I DO have to admit, I like the idea of name
recognition, anyone who says they don't is a liar and I have a mortgage
to pay, a family and live in what is currently the economic black hole
of my country (if Marc hasn't gotten a job yet, being twice as smart as
I am, then I'm screwed), but my most selfish motivations are more in the
area of I never want to use IIS again if possible or even look at
Windows NT outside of my VMWARE (hopefully one day bochs or plex86)
POI-testing window.  

Marc said this best to me in gaim:
"the number one way we get paid for our open source work is by the
recognition we get. what's wrong with wanting more? but ... that's not
all we're in this for ... the opportunity to do good work that is of
benefit to the Community ... the opportunity to publicly tweak Bill
Gates' nose ... we have noble aims here
"

What is sad is Tomcat is part of why I started this project.  If I can
do my part to make it so there is no reason NOT to use Tomcat or other
Apache projects that I've used so much (or could use if they had POI),
thats what I'm going to do.  If I can't do it from the inside I'll do it
from the outside, I guess I'll feel a bit hurt, but I can deal with
that.  I don't speak for Marc, but I know he feels the same way.

I was fine until people started attacking our motives (without any
basis).  And even then I was even still mostly okay until Craig did (who
I'd still probably ask for his autograph or something if I met him) and
I never even saw him in the discussion. 

I started this project while on contract at a local chemical company
thinking damn I hate helping Actuate make another 10 grand.  (I had no
problem paying Tidestone $300 for the same product once even out of my
own pocket). I thought, I'd far rather use Tomcat then WebSphere (no
offense Sam) and I'd far rather use Cocoon then Actuate. I started this
project originally with the idea of donating the whole thing to Cocoon,
but I kept finding that there were more layers and the puzzle became
just as interesting and as important as the "business case" (because I'm
100% geek thats even my gaim id: javageek02) and to encapsulate it
properly Marc and I developed pieces that didn't directly fit in to the
Cocoon puzzle but had great uses elsewhere.  Plus there was always a
"lets make the project expandable so others can use the pieces to thier
aims"  (a guy from a western European national/international airline
used POIFS on some file format I'd never heard of).  When Stefano said
"lets take the APIs to Jakarta" I stumbled first then I was like "he's
right" it goes right along with what we had in mind when designing the
APIs the only parts that make sense in Cocoon are the Serializers and
Generators.

Regardless of what happens POI will be a success.  When the guy from
Actuate wrote me a "good luck and eat your heart out" message it hit me
"this is for real". 

If POI does make it I'm not sure I should monitor this (general@jakarta)
list too closely.  Its very negative.  The project lists are far more
positive and Apache was always ground up and not top down (doesn't the
name even mean a-patch-y server?).  Lately this list seems to be the
place for anyone with a gripe to yell "The sky is falling", you can say
"Hey here's ideas on how to shore it up a bit" but I think many folks on
the list aren't listening to each other let alone to someone from the
outer circle.  

Its funny I kind of agree with some (but not all) of the points that Jon
guy makes but he seems to want to make them in such a way that they are
divisive instead of providing the leadership Stefano praises him for. 
Leadership is taking the boat and sailing it and inviting others to come
along not sitting in the back complaining about the heading or
proclaiming "its just going to sink and the hell with you all maybe I'll
quit".  I hope he sees this and becomes the guy Stefano says he is.

Stefano, I'm not sure we really made any progress with the request for
comment.  Less folks asked questions so much as made statements w/o even
looking at the project (which I don't think is what we meant by request
for comment) and I get the feeling half of those who did didn't even
LOOK at the answers (even the ones that didn't bounce because TW NC's
Road Runner SMTP server sucks - and you can quote me on that).  I mean
lets go ahead with the proposal (final draft in the making), but I can't
imagine it going well.  Especially with the peculiar talk that our
little project could destroy the apache community singlehandedly.

Whatever happens I hope to continue working with you.

-Andy

cc:  Craig R. McClanahan - because I don't mean to speak behind his
back.
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