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Perjalanan III
[11]/the journey III [11]
Perang tanding
I
Tak lengkap rasanya
kalau tak kuceritakan sedikit tentang ini, Pernah sang Guru
bertanya kepadaku, "Kamu senang
mana......" "Hidup tanpa musuh
atau hidup memiliki musuh ??" Dasar huttaqi
berlagak pinter, "yaa..seneng hidup
tanpa musuh donk !" sang Guru
tersenyum, "Lalu, apa Iblis
akan engkau jadikan teman ??" "Wah sang Guru
kalo' sudah bertanya mesti jawabanku keliru", gumamku dalam
hati. Tapi kenyataannya
aku mengiyakan juga apa yang sang Guru katakan. sang Guru
melanjutkan, "Selama kita tidak
menyadari bahwa kita memiliki musuh, bagaimanakah kita dapat mengalahkannnya
?" "Selama kita tidak
mengenal musuh, bagaimanakah kita dapat mengalahkannya ??" "Sesungguhnya Setan
adalah musuhmu yang Nyata" Ya...kadang aku
sendiri tidak menyadari kalau aku punya musuh yang tiap saat mencari kelemahan
dan kelengahan dalam diriku, maka jangan heran
kalau kita sering kalah......he...he...he.... Satu
ketika, Teman-teman dari
kampus mengadakan pengajian. Akupun ikut, masuk
di dalamnya. 3 hari 3 malam, di
train terus menerus, Ingatlah aku, kalau
pengajian ini memakai sistem "wash brain", "Cuci
OTAK", Keyakinan kita
maunya dihilangkan dulu semuanya, barulah di isi dengan pemahaman-pemahaman
mereka. Sampailah di satu
session. Yang ngisi wakilnya Pak Ustadz. "Di dalam Qur'an
dikatakan, bahwa "Jangan ikuti orang-orang kafir, karena mereka akan mengajakmu
kembali kekekafiran",katanya. "Nah, sekarang saya
tanya pada kalian, Zina itu haram atau tidak ??" "Harraaammmm..."sebagaimana
layaknya koor saja. "Nah kalau Zina itu
haraam......bagaimana pendapat kalian tentang orang yang melegalisasi
Zina......melegalisasikan sesuatu yang haram????? Apakah itu bukan orang kafir
???" katanya. "Yaa........." Aku sudah berpikir,
"wah.....wah...ini logikanya ada yang gak beres". "Kayaknya sengaja
logika diatur sedemikian rupa". Dia meneruskan
perkataannya,"Orang yang tidak mau mengikuti perintah Alloh, tidak mau mengikuti
Qur'an adalah orang yang KAFIR". "Kurang
ajar"pikirku.....benar juga...logika mulai diatur di sini. Perkataan
dilanjutkan," Oleh sebab itu, mulai sekarang, jangan ikuti aturannya orang yang
melegalisasi Zina, jangan ikuti aturannya PEMERINTAH, kita memiliki aturan
sendiri dari ALLOH" he...he...logika
yang sempurna......... "Bagaimana
sanggup........baiklah kalau belum sanggup, yang ringan-ringan dulu....sanggup
tidak kamu semua untuk tidak berjabat tangan dengan wanita
???" kebetulan aku yang
ditunjuk, "Bagaimana ...sanggup atau tidak kamu untuk tidak berjabat tangan
dengan wanita ??" Kujawab dengan agak
slengekan.."Wah...maaf...kalau saya khok ndak sanggup
yaa...." Gerr......rame-lah
situasi pengajian itu. Kulanjutkan
omonganku,"Saya itu masuk pengajian ini maunya menambah wawasan, lho khok malah
di sini logika saya maunya di atur sedemikian rupa, biar setelah keluar dari
sini, saya akan mengatakan seperti yang Bapak katakan ??" Dia sempat terdiam,
tapi dasar dia menguasai keadaan. "Orang yang tidak
mau menjalankan perintah Alloh, tidak mau menjalankan Qur'an adalah orang
Kafir", katanya berulang-ulang. he...he...he... "sudah sering khok
aku dicap kafir"gumamku dalam hati, Beberapa lama
kemudian, setelah dia berusaha memancing emosiku, tak kujawab sama sekali, maka
Ustadnyapun turun tangan. "Sekalian
pikirku" Mulailah Ustadnya
bicara,"Orang yang tidak mau mengikuti perintah QUr'an adalah orang
kafir" "Lho belum
apa...apa khok sudah kena kafir lagi aku"..... "Masalahnya khan
kita tidak tahu kapan kita mati ", katanya, Kemudian dia lewat
di depanku dan mengatakan padaku,"Siapa tahu satu jam
lagi". Aku paham, ini
adalah sebuah tantangan. Malam hari
kupersiapkan diriku, memohon ampunan
pada Alloh, dan memohon
pertolongan pada-Nya. Bener
juga....... ternyata Ustadz itu
bener-bener maunya ngerjain aku....... Segala puji bagi
Alloh, aku masih berada
dalam lindunganNya. Journey III
(11) Duel IIt won�t be
completed enough if I don�t tell you a bit about
this, The teacher had ever asked me like
this, �Which one do
you prefer...?�, �You prefer to
live without enemy or to live having enemy??� For the sake
of Huttaqi acted such as a smart guy, �Certainly I
prefer to live without enemy!� The teacher
smiled, �Then the
devil will be your friends, won�t it?� �Well..well..,
if the teacher asks, I always have
a wrong answer�, I mumbled to myself. But in fact, I
affirmed upon what he said. The teacher
continued, �As long as we
don�t realize that we have enemy, how can we
defeat the enemy?�, �And as long
as we can�t recognize the enemy, how can we
defeat the enemy??�, �The fact that
the devil is your real enemy.� That�s
right... I myself
sometimes don�t realize that I have
enemies who anytime they want to catch and
use the advantage of my weakness and carelessness, Then don�t be
astonished if we are often defeated... (Is it
true?) One
day, My campus
mates performed the Koran recital. I was
in. We were
trained in 3 days 3 nights thoroughly. It reminded me
then that this agenda used �the brainwash system�. The purpose
was trying to eliminate our formerly own faith
entirely, Then our faith
would be filled up by their belief... Their
faith. Until we came
to a session which was led by the Ustadz�s
assistant. �In Koran
states that �Do not follow the trace of the
infidel, because it
will bring you back into the infidelity.�.�he said. �Now, I�m
asking to all of you, is an adultery
forbidden??� �Yessss........it�s forbidden...!�a choir voice
sounded. �If adultery
is forbidden, what do you think about people who
legalizes this adultery? People legalizes something
forbidden???? So they are infidel, aren�t they?�he
accentuated. �Yesss.....!� That made me
thinking big over,�Well.., there�s something wrong
with the
logic,� �It seems the
logic unaccidentally is being set up.� He
continued, �Man who does
not obey Allah�s order and Koran is an infidel.� �For heaven�s
sake!�I protested to myself. �That�s
correct! The logic is being set up!� He still
continued, �Thus, from
now on...do not obey man who legalizes adultery, do not obey
government�s order,...we own Allah�s order.� Right! Perfect logic,
Sir! �What do you
think, young men? Can do it? Allright, if
you�re not ready yet, you can do
some other little things at first, such as...can
you not to shake hand with woman???� He caught
me, �Can you not
to shake hand with woman??� I answered
perfunctorily,�Would you excuse me first, I think I will
not able...� The laughter
cracked up in the air... All at once, I
stated my thoughts, �I join this
group in order to find some more knowledges, but apparently�our logic is being set
up in here, so that right after we are out of
here, we must say as what you, Sir
say??� He was silent for
temporary, because he held all the
cards. �Man who does not obey Allah�s order
and Koran, is infidel.�he said for couple of
times. Well�guys, �I�m used to having that kind of name
of infidel.�I talked to myself. Not quite a long
thence, After he tried to agitate my
emotion, I had no response at
all. Thus, the Ustadz was getting
interfered. �Allright Mr.Ustadz, you dare me,
don�t you?�I talked to myself once again. Mr.Ustadz began to
talk, �Man who does not obey the Koran,
is�infidel.� Wait a minute�Sir!
Whereas I was just about�, hadn�t
done anything suspicious yet, but� Wow! Hello Guys�! I�ve got that name
once again! �The point and the worse case
is, �we don�t know when we die.�he
said. Then he passed me by and said once
again, �Who knows if it will be an hour to
come.� I got
that!!! That was a
challenge!!! Undoubtedly!!! Then�I prepared myself that
night, Begging Allah�s
mercy, And begging for His
help. And it was
true. Apparently, Mr.Ustadz tended to play
around with me. All praise to
Allah� I was still in Allah�s
protection.
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