i went to the dentist friday. My tooth was cracked and abscessed and I have a "bone infection" so it couldnt be saved, had to be pulled. now I gotta have a 3000 bridge. but i get interest free payments! oh joy oh boy! So pulling the tooth with a "bone infection" made it like, oh my gosh, my whole face just has this savage tearing throbbing pain and I have to take Lortab every four hours or even my eyeball feels like its gonna pop out. add to that busted pipes and freezing, the water in the troughs had ice in them all day yesterday even tho it felt like it got up to fifty degrees. I am on this evil furious bad mood trip where my husband being as sweet as can be will look at me nd say "want another fudge cycle? A blanket? Pudding?" and my eyeballs whirl and my head spins like the exorcist and this disembodied ancient spirit speaks thru my mouth and roars "My chicken house gate has been broken four months! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrr! snarl, bark bark." and he scurries out.
Now get this, i wont let him take any horse we have to the field trials next weekend, none of them are in good enough shape for that. He told people we cant go our horses arent in shape. Now he is on his way to a town fifty miles from here to pick up two fire breathing monster walking horses for us to ride at the field trials next weekend. whattt?!?! I flipped out. All these frikken horses being fed and pampered here, and he has to borrow horses? Why? Because he won'tr ride Fox enough to get him in shape! I am insanely furious, arrrrrrr grrrrr bark bark! and I aint going! if my horses arent in enough shape to field trial, I aint either! I think Tivar is in shape, and stonewall. Stonewall turns into a wild heathen if he even hears a field trial is happening nearby and Tivar is too laid back and doesnt speed rack over rotten logs and thru ponds and up and down muddy hills, Jaspar will at a canter, but is too thin and hasnt been ridden in a few months. He is up to 974 pounds tho!! only 100 more pounds and I can ride him! If you look at certain angles his ribs dont show. I am so pleased about that. The horses can tell I am on drugs. It makes Jaspar leery of me, makes Tivar perplexed, and makes Nasi so curious he can't keep away, always wanting to smell my breath and look in my eye with Tivar jumping him like "leave her alone! You can't see she's gonna start growling and barking like a dog any minute?!?!? Just thought you guys would like to see whats going on in my world, like in the Doors song "my brain is squirming like a toad...." happy weekend, and the weather is nice today! I hope you californians are ok! Janice -- yipie tie yie yo
