Finally after a week I have a chance to post a few comments about last week's 
NY fest at Judy's Chelsea in NY. I had other plans cancelled, and late in the 
week realized I really ought to go and meet some JMDL'ers, so I got in touch 
with David Lahm by e-mail, confessed my lateness to and ignorance of the 
party plans, etc, but he extended a warm welcome anyway, and I was starting 
to feel I would be right at home, and sure, I could bring my guitar even 
though I wasn't prepared to play anything formal. I figured it was really 
nice of him to go out and rent space in Manhattan for a gathering like this, 
so that we could all get together and meet each other and play some on an 
informal basis, etc. He must have thought it was pretty cute, and figured 
he'd play along with my naivete'  by not telling me JC's was his place. So, I 
find out when I get there Saturday afternoon, and right off the bat I get to 
listen to him play a few songs and oops - no wonder it's his place (or is it 
really Judy's - I know they're in this together, but in my family I have 
limited rights of ownership) - he's a real musician ! And David's real nice, 
and asks me if I plan to play, and I say not really, but if someone wants to 
sing California I'll try to put on a JT style accompaniment that I started to 
figure out last night, if the timing is right or whatever. So, for the next 
six hours I get to meet a bunch of JMDL'ers in person (my first such group - 
it was exciting for me to meet you all -   especially David, Rose, Sue, 
Nikki, Kay (?), Debra and Roberto - another musical talent). I also have the 
honor to meet Judy, who has a few opinions of her own, I gather :-), and who 
wasn't too interested in the fact that I was a Joni Mitchell fan, but warmed 
right up when I mentioned I had enjoyed seeing Peter Allen in a cabaret about 
25 years ago - and then proceeded to remind me where I had seen him (at a 
place called Reno Sweeney's, in NY). "How'd you know that" I asked, and she 
smiled sweetly (but with perhaps just the slightest hint of deserved 
condescension)  and replied "well, I am in the business". ;-)  And, I really 
enjoyed all the music, as well. And at night, there are real patrons as well 
as  us JMDL'ers, and near the end David nudges Alison up there to sing 
California and then  tells her that I am going to accompany her on the guitar 
(pretty sneaky - I assume Alison thinks David's going to put some pretty 
piano line on the song). Anyway, Alison sings the song so well it distracts 
me, and I miss about half the notes, I think :-(  - yeah, that must have been 
why ;-)  -  but everyone seems to agree with me about what a nice job Alison 
did, so there is applause at the end anyway.  Alison - if there is a next 
time, I promise to get it all right, now that I have finished learning it. 
Anyway, you were terrific.

Which brings me to the other stuff. Sue McNamara (of JMDL guitar TAB creator 
fame - great job there by you, Sue, and by the other tab posters - and 
"doesn't it feel good" ;-) to get a little public recognition for the really 
wonderful job you  have done), in an earlier post, said

"As far as Joni is concerned, if she had said I am not a feminist, I'm a 
humanist, it might not have hurt so much, but as much as I love the 
woman, Joni is a Joni-ist.  Her goal was/is to further the art, so 
that didn't leave too much time to support other women (read 
competition).  Her philosophies seem very power-oriented (in an 
individualistic way [dogeatdog]).  David Crosby said she was as shy 
as Mussolini and Dylan called her a man!!  :-) ha ha.  She is 
definitely not a feminist (in my opinion). "

Well, I agree and yet I disagree. Joni does appear to be an egoist (there's 
that label thing again), by which I mean she has a big ego, and that is not 
in my mind's eye a negative. It is, rather, a necessary evil of sorts (sort 
of  like captialism, in my opinion). It is a driver (not the only one, of 
course) of performance, creativity and excellence, but it can be destructive 
if allowed to get out of control and dominate. And she knows it. She has 
confessed over and over of her wrestling with it, of her struggle for higher 
achievement, etc. etc. Need I quote the lines ? I don't think I have to for 
this list. However, is that necessarily mutually exclusive with being a 
feminist ? Again, this may depend on definitions and semantics, but I don't 
think so. Surely the self anointed leaders of the feminist movement have been 
egoists - or worse, in my opinion - and talk about a philosophy oriented 
toward power !  If feminism is "the doctrine advocating social, political and 
all other rights of women equal to those of men" (Random House Unabridged), 
then Joni probably is a feminist if that term is defined as 1) one who agrees 
with or morally supports the doctrine. If to be a feminist 2) one must be 
politically active in support of the doctrine, or must agree with political 
extensions of the doctrine - such as separate as well as equal, or better 
than equal, or entitled to affirmative action to impose some sort of supposed 
statistical equality, or entitled to preferential treatment in the job market 
because of such status - then I suppose she is not. When she said she is not, 
I suspect she was applying the second definition to the term, rather than the 
first. And I suspect that you may have been, too. Anyway, I prefer the first 
definition, myself, so that I can pretend to think of myself as a feminist, 
despite my aversion to and disassociation with many aspects of the second 
definition. Anyway, we all agree that ongoing atrocities against women are 
abhorrent - but we seem to be not sufficiently motivated to collectively take 
action against it. Is this cowardly or wise ? This may be a more difficult 
question than it appears on its face. Is it worth waging war over ? Will 
there be more pain, or less in the short run ? In the long run ? That Yeat's 
poem variant "Slouching" haunts - 'the best lack conviction, given some time 
to think, and the worst are full of passion without mercy".

Speaking of which, Colin, I agree with you that sex offenders, and others 
whose crimes are of such a type that recitivism is likely to be the norm 
rather than the exception, need to be locked up and kept away from the rest 
of us (not to mention from their earlier victims, if they are still alive). 
And there is no reason for you to feel conflicted about this. The criminals 
put the rest of us in a position where we must choose from the lesser of two 
evils - 1) to allow the perpetrators to go unpunished and/or continue to 
terrorize the rest of us, or 2) debase our spirits by locking them up, or 
executing them in certain cases, acts we also find abhorrent.  Well, I for 
one do not think this is a difficult choice. Just a rotten one. The answer is 
simple - stop committing atrocious crimes. And like you said - be a good 
parent.

Finally, just finished playing in a bridge tournament this week in New York - 
a game full of beauty but tarnished by ego - there's the serpent and the 
ealge again. Again, it will be an all men's final (although one team of 4 
women and one team of 5 players with 2 women made the semi-finals this year). 
Not like golf, but still a male-dominated game. Hard to hypothesize exactly 
why - especially in this political climate, where some subjects are taboo. 
Not on the list, though :-).

Any takers ?

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