thank u matthijs , ive had many such experiences , some places in south america use majic mushrooms as .......the cracker ...... communion , in there catholic practices , call it the flesh of god , ¿ what was the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil ? , also a part of the epec of gelgimesh, where was that messopotania.
can u imagine if everyone had a similar experience , although you can take it to far , exploring the spirit world and the sub consious that is , it can get .... . . terrifying, to say the least , that undescribable level of love can flip flop.... . . . god is love but also power. the shaman say you must have the spirit of a worrior .... . . checkout some of there paintings ,> if a picture can speek a thousad words without a voice how much more can nature tell us , ive felt like a coward and failure for years because i ran from compleating my journy because i was too afraid, i still trip evry 6 months or so but not hard enough to...... crack open the gates of heaven and hell u might say, to compleate the journey ..... well F me..... i think i had forgotten that over the years..... yes..... yes i have , if such a thing is possible to compleate ? but to abandon the path for fear of rebuke ,or, fear its self !?! what have i done! LOL sometimes i feel like col. kurtz from appocolips now ~ are my methods ... unsound , matthijs ? the horror , the horror , the horror LOL but sort of not Matthijs wrote: > Hello, hope you all do fine after such a long time. > > On the subject, in my wild years I used to smoke marijuana in the > weekends. On one of those Saturday nights my friends bought space-cake > I decided not to take it but put in my jacked. So I went to the bar > had some beer. Being a little tipsy and tired I went home. On the way > home I got hungry so I ate the cake in my pocket. At home I went > upstairs to bed. Then something incredible happened. While I was > sleeping I remember thinking about god, and then I felt it: Gods love > in everything, I put on my headphone, because I really made it to > heaven, listening to dire straits. I remember crying, feeling heaven > all around me like a warm blanket, damn it was so beautiful. So I went > downstairs thanking my mother and father for there love, they were > flabbergasted. Woke my sister and embraced her, I felt the love that > is the key of life. Went downstairs and fell asleep on the couch. > I still believe that I was touched by something that evening, some may > say I O.D. This experience was for me way to powerful to be space-cake > and beer. It just helped me open my eyes that evening to see God. > There is a big difference between knowing and feeling God. Some people > found it with teonanácatl. Well, I did it with some cake. > > Greetings, > Matthijs Dokter > > On 22 mrt, 09:00, iam deheretic <[email protected]> wrote: > > Thanks Bryan .. actual I think this is am interesting thought worth > > discussing > > > > "Are we human beings that have spiritual experience , or spiritual > > beings haveing a human experience ?" > > > > Never have looked at the idea from this angle or at least from these words. > > Allan > > > > -- > > ( > > ) > > I_D Allan > > > > If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken > > Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
