Heheh Rigsy but of course there is no need for mass suicide as we are born dieing anyway.
On Jul 14, 1:03 pm, rigsy03 <[email protected]> wrote: > I remember feeling so weary and bored at age 19. My solution was to > marry which was typical back then. I hardly knew the man- it was based > on college weekends and our backgrounds were completely different. > Anyway, life gets so much better.// Parents can say/do very damagaing > things but can be overcome.//I think faith and luck are different. > Then there's false hope which is another form of denial- the last item > in Pandora's Box as the gods were afraid mankind would committ mass > suicide!!! > > On Jul 13, 10:01 am, "pol.science kid" <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > you guys are right of course..... out of the little life experience that i > > have... i dont consider it much... 20 years... i have had experience to be > > thankful to the choices i made... at that moment almost recklessly... with > > no care for consequences.... but in perspective i am thankful for them... > > but as i grow.. the little worm of regret and scepticism slowly gaining > > ground... and i am more conscious of my choices.. and feel heavy the > > responsibility.. is that the spring of adulthood;-).... i know not.... my > > dissapproving fathers words bear heavy more than ever.... they never did > > before.... but i suddenly find my self questioning myself through him.... i > > suppose some grow to lose faith and some to find it grow firm.... So another > > question that comes to me...not a question.. a general wondering... of > > faith.... isnt for some faith another substitute for smoothe luck... if > > after repeated defeats someone says they dont have faith left... did they > > ever have faith... was faith for them a confirmation of convinience... and > > would you call someone.. who has seen the same amount of defeat but he > > clings so ever desperately to his faith... would you call him in denial.... > > i would like to know what you all think... and thanks for responding to > > me... you have no idea how much it eases my mind... > > > On Wed, Jul 13, 2011 at 6:43 PM, rigsy03 <[email protected]> wrote: > > > Regret and consequences are part of the package and there is just as > > > likely a chance that you will feel thankful at the choices you have > > > made or will make but it takes time- real time- to put your life into > > > perspective. I think one knows very well when we are out of kilter or > > > untrue to our values/ourselves and the discomfort can spur change or > > > we can suspend ourselves in denial. Sometimes, you just have to do > > > nothing and Life and others do the work/outcomes! :-) Or is it God/ > > > Destiny that intervenes? > > > > On Jul 12, 11:43 am, "pol.science kid" <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > How do you know.... what you really want to do...... is there one > > > > answer... is the more prudent answer any less equal to the one from > > > > deep within your heart...... i ask myself again and again .... i dont > > > > really know what it is i want to pursue.... how do i prevent myself > > > > from lying to me... am i conscious of that... Polonius's 'to thine own > > > > self be true'.... proves to be the most difficult thing..... its the > > > > fear of regret and irreversibility...... I would like to know.. from > > > > you guys... did you always know what you were doing.... and did you > > > > finally land up doing that what you want to do... or do you just > > > > accept the force of fate.... this is one of my spur of the moment > > > > posts.. cos i really have no idea,,,,, > > > -- > > EverComing- Hide quoted text - > > > - Show quoted text -- Hide quoted text - > > - Show quoted text -
