It comes like a shining ray... with mighty force... i know not epiphanies but i know something close to it... there is a talk of subconscious in the other post... and is it my subconscious at work furiously.. i now.. at this moment know what i am going to do... and i am resolved...as if there was never doubt.. how strange the distance and difference between opposite states of mind.. and yet i feel one cannot come without the other.. with the doubt pushed back to where my resolution hung earlier... and it does seem a little reckless to me.. but that is why i trust it .... i can put a smiley now:-)
On Thu, Jul 14, 2011 at 5:41 PM, pol.science kid <[email protected]>wrote: > right...false hope... false hope.... every hope is a potential false > hope... dont you think unless proven otherwise... This is the bug.... you > might be hopeful.... or not... hope is merely the substance of the > charachter .. of the person dont you think... do you know of someone who is > hopeless.... interesting persons they would make.... > > > On Thu, Jul 14, 2011 at 5:33 PM, rigsy03 <[email protected]> wrote: > >> I remember feeling so weary and bored at age 19. My solution was to >> marry which was typical back then. I hardly knew the man- it was based >> on college weekends and our backgrounds were completely different. >> Anyway, life gets so much better.// Parents can say/do very damagaing >> things but can be overcome.//I think faith and luck are different. >> Then there's false hope which is another form of denial- the last item >> in Pandora's Box as the gods were afraid mankind would committ mass >> suicide!!! >> >> On Jul 13, 10:01 am, "pol.science kid" <[email protected]> wrote: >> > you guys are right of course..... out of the little life experience that >> i >> > have... i dont consider it much... 20 years... i have had experience to >> be >> > thankful to the choices i made... at that moment almost recklessly... >> with >> > no care for consequences.... but in perspective i am thankful for >> them... >> > but as i grow.. the little worm of regret and scepticism slowly gaining >> > ground... and i am more conscious of my choices.. and feel heavy the >> > responsibility.. is that the spring of adulthood;-).... i know not.... >> my >> > dissapproving fathers words bear heavy more than ever.... they never did >> > before.... but i suddenly find my self questioning myself through >> him.... i >> > suppose some grow to lose faith and some to find it grow firm.... So >> another >> > question that comes to me...not a question.. a general wondering... of >> > faith.... isnt for some faith another substitute for smoothe luck... if >> > after repeated defeats someone says they dont have faith left... did >> they >> > ever have faith... was faith for them a confirmation of convinience... >> and >> > would you call someone.. who has seen the same amount of defeat but he >> > clings so ever desperately to his faith... would you call him in >> denial.... >> > i would like to know what you all think... and thanks for responding to >> > me... you have no idea how much it eases my mind... >> > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> > On Wed, Jul 13, 2011 at 6:43 PM, rigsy03 <[email protected]> wrote: >> > > Regret and consequences are part of the package and there is just as >> > > likely a chance that you will feel thankful at the choices you have >> > > made or will make but it takes time- real time- to put your life into >> > > perspective. I think one knows very well when we are out of kilter or >> > > untrue to our values/ourselves and the discomfort can spur change or >> > > we can suspend ourselves in denial. Sometimes, you just have to do >> > > nothing and Life and others do the work/outcomes! :-) Or is it God/ >> > > Destiny that intervenes? >> > >> > > On Jul 12, 11:43 am, "pol.science kid" <[email protected]> wrote: >> > > > How do you know.... what you really want to do...... is there one >> > > > answer... is the more prudent answer any less equal to the one from >> > > > deep within your heart...... i ask myself again and again .... i >> dont >> > > > really know what it is i want to pursue.... how do i prevent myself >> > > > from lying to me... am i conscious of that... Polonius's 'to thine >> own >> > > > self be true'.... proves to be the most difficult thing..... its the >> > > > fear of regret and irreversibility...... I would like to know.. from >> > > > you guys... did you always know what you were doing.... and did you >> > > > finally land up doing that what you want to do... or do you just >> > > > accept the force of fate.... this is one of my spur of the moment >> > > > posts.. cos i really have no idea,,,,, >> > >> > -- >> > EverComing- Hide quoted text - >> > >> > - Show quoted text - >> > > > > -- > EverComing > -- EverComing
