I get the odd buzz and a few times have been overwhelmed by good feelings. Victory in sport, the odd sensual stuff and sometimes gratitude. These days seeing some of the intuitions I had on scientific process 'come true', the pup growing up and his enthusiasm for all walk-related activity (except when he's going to drag me round the block)! Art and dance rarely move me - but Beethoven's 9th can. The last literature was the Danish series 'The Killing' - perhaps as much for Sue's love of it as the programme. Some piano - concertos. The Warrington rugby league crusade which fell short by an inch. Religion just disgusts me most of the time, but not that of RP or the odd thing from Orn. Kids enjoying themselves - though not all the time. Mostly Sue.
Sartre once said emotions just exist and are unexplained and I go for a version of that, even if I know explanation of neuro-process. I seem to be seeing people enjoying themselves less. My ultimate relief is in farce and the absurd. I'd love to see England put one over the Kangaroos this afternoon - and will be singing Tina Turner's 'Simply the Best'in such unlikely event. this will not be a happy experience for others about! What is joy, other than riding a beetle to the moon?
