> And I have to say that it's a goddamn shame that some
> of the young ladies on this list are more interested
> in whether or not their indie boys are skinny and
> stylish instead of humorous or intelligent.
> We are a culture obsessed with what's on the outside,
> not what's on the inside. I've been told that there
> was a time when people fell in love with each others'
> minds before their bodies. I struggle to believe it.
i think that the majority of people on this earth are shallow in some way
shape or form. i'm shallow, i don't deny it. i don't really care about
the face or like how skinny or fat they are (ok i have a problem if there'd
be an indentation for every place they stand..but otherwise it's not a
really large concern. no pun intended.) it is kind of a big deal if
they're shorter than 6' tho. otherwise i feel kinda big, and at times i
feel kinda big anyway even tho i'm not really. it's really, really hard to
be a person sometimes because of this habit not only for the person who's
being judged, but also for the judger. my friend had a boyfriend who she
didn't find attractive at all, but she loved him alot and it kinda became a
big deal..i'd tell her "that's terrible, you should love him
unconditionally as he is. his inside beauty is all that counts" which is
sweet enough to say, and also true, but it's hard for people to just shrug
off appearances that make them cringe.
also, this might sound stupid but like..i think we shouldn't totally tell
the larger folks out there that it's ok to be that size, because sometimes
it gets outta control and they get up to 300lbs and then you have trouble.
i should know, my dad weighs over 300lbs (at least) and now he has all
these health problems. shit, that asshole should have gotten me life
insurance when he was still healthy but now he can't cos he could easily
croak any second. i've been trying different methods to lose weight that
are safe and efficient not only because i wanna become more physically
appealing - as a lot of girls do - but i also don't wanna end up having
clogged arteries and weighing 300lbs because i thought that being
overweight is ok...if you're naturally overweight, that's fine, i'm not
saying this about people who come from a long line of scandanavians or
whatever (i do :P) but i do think if you have a weight problem and you
overeat, don't just be like "oh this is alright, this is fine" because then
you might turn into my dad and it won't be fine.
it is awfully interesting tho to watch "the wedding story" on tlc during
the afternoon and these guys are marrying these beautiful women and they're
like "oh i fell in love with her from the moment i saw her!" and these
women are like gorgeous. it just makes ya wonder, and it makes me more
motivated to lose weight than i should be :/ that's the downfall of life,
oh well.
i am the queen of run on sentences!
amy amy amy
