At 06:53 AM 3/29/2008, you wrote: >Marsha: > > Give me a break!!! You're anonymous! How fearless > > are you? I do > > enjoy your posts, though. > > >SA: hahah. Marsha, your correct. The time may >come... I'm working on something. > Khoo Hock Aun, thank you. I don't want to come >off with too much of an 'I this' and 'I that'. >Something other than just I is what is being >communicated, hoping it comes across this way. > I'll move on Marsha, but by going SA instead of >my other name on this forum, I felt I was being more >revealing. Going Spiritual Adirondack is more of my >trueness, and reveals my heart in meaning more than >the other name. The other name is my families name. >Spiritual Adirondack is who I am. It was a little >more scary revealing myself as SA, wondering what >people would think of this freak and schizo, this old >way of having a name rather than plain old Joe or >Susan. This is where Spiritual Cougar Warrior comes >in, but is that too primitive or however people think >of it now-a-days. > > >woods, >SA >
Greetings Spiritual Cougar Warrior, To paint (or whatever it is I do) I had to play all sorts of tricks on myself. It was necessary (for me) to let go of who I was. There was a need to leave the walls/shell behind. Whatever works is fine. I seem to have two personalities. During the day, I take care of business. At night I dance. At night I paint. At night I fly. At night I lose my filters. I have suffered at times during the day for what I've said at night, but night is my realm. In fact, my secret name is Night. After morning meditation, sometimes, I can only laugh, "Empty. Empty. Empty." From LILA and spoken by Lila, "I'm not anybody. All these questions you're asking are just a waste of time. I know you're trying to find out what kind of a person I am but you're never going to find out anything because there's nothing to know." - This is true even if I ask myself the questions. I love you SA. Marsha Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars... Moq_Discuss mailing list Listinfo, Unsubscribing etc. http://lists.moqtalk.org/listinfo.cgi/moq_discuss-moqtalk.org Archives: http://lists.moqtalk.org/pipermail/moq_discuss-moqtalk.org/ http://moq.org.uk/pipermail/moq_discuss_archive/
