Marsha:
> I remember Arlo once writing, that people write of only who
> they want
> you to know. Not so. I don't have much filtering.
> First that
> sometimes leaves me feeling vulnerable. Second, according
> to Octavio
> Paz, men think that exposing themselves is a weakness, and
> therefore,
> women are weak. I'm still a product of this culture,
> so of course I
> doubt. I'm as f*cked up as the next America woman.
SA: Octavio can't be all right. I remember writing a thread called Am I too
Open. I've pretty much layed out everything on this forum, except that name
thing that bothers you so much, but did you ever see "Dark Knight"? Anime,
comics, as I've said before, ARE the modern day mythologies. That movie,
excuse this language - KICKED ASS! It was one of the best movies I've ever
seen.
SA previously:
> > Your recent posts do come off as if your looking for
> somebody to
> > help you calm down, if that's what you mean by
> "challenge".
Marsha:
> Is that so? I meant honestly challenge MY thinking. I
> care about
> the questions considered here. I care that I think them
> through
> myself, not just mimic. For instance, I like the idea of
> science,
> but I don't actually trust it. It's a bit of a
> dilemma. Nagarjuna's
> MMK blows my mind. It both appeals to my bone marrow and
> alienates
> me. When I'm out and about and attempting to chat with
> people, my
> talk seems false and true. I don't like feeling false.
> Even to my
> own family, there is a basic not speaking truth. Do you
> understand
> what I'm saying? I'm an alien. Luckily I play
> well by myself.
SA: I did understand you, until you said, "there is a basic not speaking
truth", yet, you "don't like feeling false". Sounds as if you can't avoid it.
I think your thinking too much or trying to hard. Isn't the answer right in
front of you "not sure that I am representing the two truths correctly".
That's sounds baseline to me. I know you want to discuss what your trying to
say, but you can't say it all - and by saying this haven't I pretty much summed
up the endeavor. Live. Try. I'm not where you are, but I find living to be
what these thoughts are trying to help us do. Keep up the spirit. I like the
concept spirit. For one it means "how is your spirit - how are you
doing/feeling". Secondly, spirit means "can't break that horses spirit" or
"look at the spirit of that person - so strong", spontaneity, living your
routine without an overload of outside impediment where your routine in the day
is healthy and spiritually significant. By
spiritually I mean "way of spirit", and I defined how I understand what spirit
is above. Depth of consciousness has to do with a good spirit, especially in
the spontaneity aspect as you might notice.
Marsha:
> And in the forum, I am not sure that I am representing the
> two truths
> correctly. My language still sometimes sounds strange to
> me.
SA: It really doesn't sound strange at all. It's as I've said before. I've
been using my quiet woods understanding, the zazen, and sitting by the fire to
understand the moq. It's my preconceptions in how/what the moq is. I said
long ago when I joined, learning about the moq and discussing on this forum was
more about learning the language of the moq to discuss what I knew already.
You really don't sound strange Marsha, but then again I've been known to be
strange and labeled such, not on this forum but in my life.
SA previously:
> >Isn't the quiet challenge enough at times? I mean,
> by challenge,
> >are you saying you want somebody to talk to and debate
> with. That's
> >something the moq discuss website - cites - as what can
> stir a
> >discussion - controversy, be controversial and like
> Ham, Bo, and
> >Platt you might get people talking with you all the
> time, even if
> >you don't even like the moq and discuss the moq
> (Ham) you'll have
> >people talking to you on this forum all the time.
> Ironic eh?
Marsha:
> I'm think everyone is here because of ZMM, LILA, &
> MOQ, and are
> trying to work out these ideas for themselves. That's
> good enough
> for me. Now would be a good time for some quiet.
SA: I'm not putting any words in anybody's mouth. Ham obviously states he
doesn't find the moq to meet his essentialism. Ham will only talk with you if
you don't bring up the moq. Sometimes he gets curious, but usually it ends up
being a discussion on his thesis. Bo states he likes the first chapters in ZMM
and then thinks the rest of the moq or what people discuss about the moq
(Pirsig included) is a mix up. He doesn't like Lila and would have rather had
Lila not written. That's what he says. You know that. I'm only repeating
what they say. Scared? Anyways, my point was be controversial if you want
people to challenge your thoughts. It's in the moq website on how to discuss
in the forum. Look it up.
SA
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