Ron, a bit earlier you asked:

On Fri, Feb 5, 2010 at 5:11 PM, X Acto <[email protected]> wrote:

> Whats the personality upgrade thing about John,
> I'd like to hear more about what prompted yours.
>


Ah you know.  What with all the new models out there and all.  I was getting
tired of the old one cuz it wasn't performing up to my specifications.

For instance, I found myself drawn into academic intellectual wrangling over
my head, promoting unacceptable and clashing philosophical view to no effect
and no good purpose.  Critical, cranky, looking for a fight and just
generally being a contrarian that I inherently am.

Or used to be, I should say.

I'll offer a couple illustrations - my old response to Mary's suggestion to
lay off the Royce was rude and abrupt and dismissive, I'll reply again and
you can see the contrast between my old me and the newer version.

And Ron, when I sat back and analyzed, I could see that I'd never get what I
wanted from all that "stately personality" competition.  The best I could
possibly achieve would be proving *I* was right.  But who else besides me
cares about that?  Without motivation there is no persuasion so that's a
no-win situation.

I remember some time ago, I replied to a comment dmb made about how funny I
was, and I said basically, thanks for the compliment, but that's not exactly
what I'd been goin' for here.

It's like a stand-up comedian finishing his routine to dead silence, and
afterward an audience member come up to him and says "Thanks, that was real
thought-provoking".

I guess if that's where it's going to go, I might as well aim for it, right?
 Then I'll feel some success at least when it happens.   Of course, it might
be one of those things that only work when you're not aiming at it.  Like,
most of the humor derived from a situation is seeing the foolishness, which
you lose if you're aiming at it.  A donkey in a tux that's saying "hey, look
at me I'm so silly." isn't nearly as funny as a donkey in a tux saying "hey,
look at how distinguished I am."

So we'll see.

I was in the middle of this conversation and then guests came for dinner so
I had to stop for a bit and then go to bed.  So I hope I haven't extended it
past the sell-by date by extending it, but I do like to answer questions
when they're asked.

All part of the programming, you see.

Take care Ron,


John Carl 2.0va
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