hi all,

my son is visiting me for christmas and of course, he has to put up with his 
dad's "owl thing". it has been an interesting couple of days.

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sometimes, an owlboy is all it takes.

i was reluctant to tell nikky about the saw-whet, partly because i didn't want 
to watch his eyes roll in disbelief over "another owl story", and partly 
because predicting an owl appearance sets the predictor up for the cynicism and 
mockery of his audience. i can do biology; i'm not too sure about shame-based 
biology.

no, my reluctance came from the thought of my son spending the next 20 years of 
his life going, "yeah right dad...a saw-whet on your deck...good one."

but something is going on beneath the snows in my back yard and so, emboldened 
by winter's touch, i told him about the owl on our way back from the cities. 
sure enough, when we clicked the light on overlooking the deck, there sat a 
plump saw-whet on a snow-coated aspen limb, guarding the bounty that scurried 
unseen beneath the feeders.

every night now for the past week, the saw-whet has made an appearance. of 
course, the owls' patience during its sit-and-wait hunts dwarfs our ability to 
sit-and-wait for something to happen. yet twice now, owlboy and i have seen a 
successful hunt atop the debris field of sunflower seeds. it seems 
anti-climatic to watch an owl fly off with a deer mouse, but given that i am 
sitting on a soft chair in a t-shirt and shorts, with a jotul stove stoked to 
the brim and...knowing the observational alternatives for an owler...i realize 
how fortunate our observations are.

as it turns out, the saw-whet has been but a cheap appetizer in this all you 
can observe owl buffet. as we prepared for the winter solstice celebration in 
grand marais last night, nikky (now resolutely preferring the title of saw-whet 
boy) told me "dad, there's a really big saw-whet in our back yard". since i was 
busy looking for the proper combination of unwashed clothes to wear in public, 
his statement didn't immediately register. then though, his emphasis was turned 
up a notch: "daddy...hurry up."

i moved to the window and sure enough, there was a really big saw-whet. but not 
just a really big saw-whet. no, it was a really normal-sized northern hawk owl. 
right there in our back yard; right off the deck; in plain view for me and my 
spawn. the saw-whet boy sat in my lap as we buzzed, then a minute later, the 
owl dropped like a rock to the base of the feeder, pulled out a corpulent vole, 
and was off.

last night as we slept, i had owl dreams. i awoke at 3, unable to sleep. i 
moved to the bay window and looked out over the deck. against the backlight of 
a weakened moon the hawk owl sat, snug against the bole of the aspen. there 
were no other silhouettes. the saw-whet had surrendered its place in our back 
yard; abdicating it's vital link to sustenance and survival.

today as i type, nikky and i are keenly aware of how wonderful it is to have 
these owls in this back yard with this father and son, at this moment.

the hawk owl is still here, oblivious to the chickadees and blue jays that 
complain about its stoic presence; oblivious to the world; oblivious to its 
open-mouthed observers who sit snugly next to the fire. it doesn't matter where 
he came from or where he goes. only that its visit coincided with the visit of 
my son.

owl mo-jo comes and goes. it entices and rebuffs. sometimes though, it is 
powerless over the presence of a child. 


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bill and nikolai lane

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www.mindspring.com/~owlman

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