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thanks Alan for sharing Annie On Fri, Jul 9, 2010 at 12:01 PM, Alan Sondheim <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > event-description > > > fast heartbeat, palpitations, shaking, sleeplessness, tossing and turning, > wide-awake, sweating, heavy eyelids, unbearable exhaustion, persistent > urination, dry throat, mucus, sore throat, shoulder pain, slight pain in > ankles, neck pain, slight joint pain in fingers, out of breath, slight > feeling of rigidity, panic, despair, lower back pain > panic attack? > excessive and chronic insomnia? > > feelings of having-to-do-everything-immediately because of the imminence > of death, mind whirling at high-speed, anguish over dying, anguish over > leaving azure behind, anguish over my father's condition, anguish over our > financial situation, anguish over my joblessness > not depression though - > > slight difficulty swallowing, dry mouth, dry scalp, excessive nervousness, > not wanting to go on like this, watching the irreversible slowing-up of my > father, fear of family feuding, feeling trapped, flailing uselessly, teeth > hurting slightly, bad breath, random itches, legs twitching, chapped, > lips, feelings of infinite regret, jealousies of others' careers, slightly > manic - feelings of stupidity, of being tone-deaf, of being unable to do > anything and to do anything of importance, of being forgotten, of being > garbage, of interfering with the lives of others, of interfering with > email lists, of interfering in virtual ad real worlds, of being a blight > on the internet, of being useless and being utterly useless, slight pains > in lower left leg, inability to concentrate > faster, faster - > > > Fri Jul 9 05:58:40 EDT 2010 all night, all day, all week, all month long > - > > _______________________________________________ > NetBehaviour mailing list > [email protected] > http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour > -- Documentation of Huis Clos / No Exit - On Translation Video, reactions of the performers and the public, photos and the performance protocol http://bram.org/huisclos/ontranslation/indexfr.html Article IF NOT YOU NOT ME, ANNIE ABRAHAMS AND LIFE IN NETWORKS, Maria Chatzichristodoulou in Digimag 54 May 2010 http://www.digicult.it/digimag/article.asp?id=1793
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