after 3 or 4 or more hours at work i'm allowed a half hour unpaid break. if i've been lazy before leaving home for work then i need to spend my break time in the supermarket next door to the factory hunting for food (that won't poison me through sloppy preparation). after working on a machine in the factory it seems that people in the supermarket, especially the tills, move in slow motion. i'm standing there watching the man pull money out of his wallet in slow motion. it seems to take 5 minutes. i could have made 4 and a half buckets in that time. speed the fuck up. move goddam you. i don't want to spend my break stood in this queue. i'm angry. the checkout girl looks young and i don't want to intimidate her. she spends an age fiddling about with the cash drawer. what is she doing? i feel i'll intimidate through my impatience and feeling alive and pumped up ready to move right now. move. then i go back to the factory and sit in the mess room in silence because its rare for people to speak to each other in there and almost everyone sits alone to a table. then i go back to work for another 3 or 4 hours. if i'm lucky i'm on a machine i can walk away from if i need the toilet. if i'm lucky i can just stop the machine without it fucking up. i'll work in silence on automatic alone in my head listening to music letting it transport me away from the factory. then i'll go home and it'll be half ten at night if i'm on lates like i am this week. i'll be home and speak to my girlfriend cuddle and kiss and then sit at my computer and write code. my girlfriend is usually tired at this time and it's not long before she goes to bed. i write code til two am. debugging. can't find the problem. i don't know the solution yet. it's a tough one.
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