I admire your courage James! Love
Andreas -- w: http://nictoglobe.com w: http://burgerwaanzin.nl w: http://nictoglobe.com/new/agam e: aj...@xs4all.nl e: a.andr...@nictoglobe.com On Thu, March 31, 2011 14:16, James Morris wrote: > after 3 or 4 or more hours at work i'm allowed a half hour unpaid > break. if i've been lazy before leaving home for work then i need to > spend my break time in the supermarket next door to the factory > hunting for food (that won't poison me through sloppy preparation). > after working on a machine in the factory it seems that people in the > supermarket, especially the tills, move in slow motion. i'm standing > there watching the man pull money out of his wallet in slow motion. it > seems to take 5 minutes. i could have made 4 and a half buckets in > that time. speed the fuck up. move goddam you. i don't want to spend > my break stood in this queue. i'm angry. the checkout girl looks young > and i don't want to intimidate her. she spends an age fiddling about > with the cash drawer. what is she doing? i feel i'll intimidate > through my impatience and feeling alive and pumped up ready to move > right now. move. then i go back to the factory and sit in the mess > room in silence because its rare for people to speak to each other in > there and almost everyone sits alone to a table. then i go back to > work for another 3 or 4 hours. if i'm lucky i'm on a machine i can > walk away from if i need the toilet. if i'm lucky i can just stop the > machine without it fucking up. i'll work in silence on automatic alone > in my head listening to music letting it transport me away from the > factory. then i'll go home and it'll be half ten at night if i'm on > lates like i am this week. i'll be home and speak to my girlfriend > cuddle and kiss and then sit at my computer and write code. my > girlfriend is usually tired at this time and it's not long before she > goes to bed. i write code til two am. debugging. can't find the > problem. i don't know the solution yet. it's a tough one. > > > -- > _ > : http://jwm-art.net/ > -audio/image/text/code/ > _______________________________________________ > NetBehaviour mailing list > NetBehaviour@netbehaviour.org > http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour > > _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@netbehaviour.org http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
