Bernd,
I am reading the most amazing book as I am also reading your posting.
It's Mona Lisa Schulz (MD, Ph,D., medical intuitive) new book, The New
Feminine Brain. The title is a bit misleading, I think, because what
she writes about is both female and male ("not better, but different")
brains. Her research is about keeping the brain, emotions, thinking,
and actions in balance so that we might gain/regain optimum health). It
is medicine/science/psychology oriented, and she does include reports
of her readings (and compares with the "facts") of her clients. I find
it ultimately positive, helpful, healing reading as it gives me much
more of a sense of HOW I can have better health - physically,
emotionally, psychologically, energetically. That's a gift, imho. ;-)
If you would like this book and cannot get access to a copy, I would be
happy to assist.
Sending rose-colored light and healing energy for your health,
Kate
On Aug 24, 2005, at 12:37 PM, WeBe TrainConsult wrote:
Dear Michael,
I think you are right.
And I read, what your write, in its immediate application also as a
personal message to me. So I'll try. Not so easy though....
I think I showed myself on the list for a while, but then I
disappeared for a long time. The reason is, that in 2002/3 I got some
bad health problems and after checking for all the possible tropical
diseases I finally got a Multiple Sclerosis diagnosis in Brazil,
confirmed then in Zimbabwe and finally in Austria. Since then I am
undergoing quite a deep transformation process. I had to find new
priorities, to work less, produce less stress for me (and hopefully
others). I had to practice this a lot, because I had been one of these
hyperactive guys, a complete adrenaline-junkie. I decided to do more
meditation, got myself radically "out of action" concentrated on the
central things in life. Meaning, the "Here and Now", the little
things.
I took the big poster "It is never too late, to do nothing" (which
Carrie Snow via ho had shared with the OSLIST, it served me well for a
while, thank you) from my wall and substituted it by "NOW is the time
to DO NOTEHING" because I perceived, that the original version
permitted a reading, which was not so good for me, because it is a
fact that "it CAN be too late to do nothing" ;-) if I wait too
long....
I remembered my old nickname from school times, when I started doing
Yoga-praxis ("Bodhi"), went to Venezuela and learned to practice
better from Namkhai Chögyal Norbu Rinpoche at the Gar in Margarita
Island. None of the gurus I had known of or met before had been the
right one, since I had defined myself as "fighting for enlightenment
and emancipation" I had even learned to "hate the GURU-ism". But this
was the right moment...
I started to do a lot more of pro bono consultancy than before, mainly
for the people around me here in Beira. Slowly coming back to action I
started a permaculture garden around our house, trained Jaime and
Armando and Sergio-José (our guards) to become permaculturists
(together with me); gave micro-entrepreneur consultancy to Estrela,
the daughter of the fisherman, who brings regularly fresh shrimps to
our garden, she is now a reflexologist with a growing stock of
clients; did consultancy for Manuel, one of the beggars, a polio
victim in wheel-chair, who had always been waiting for me in front of
Shoprite, the South African Supermarket in Beira, to establish a
"negócio de petróleo" (which went so well, that he got over exited in
his new role as micro-entrepreneur and invested, without discussing it
with me, all the money he had earned , in fireworks, which he wanted
to sell before new years eve, but, alas, police confiscated everything
and I had some trouble getting him out of prison- we are quite a
corrupt culture here, but that is another story); all this with a
concept of "opening micro space in everyday life... gave money to
Ignatious, an orphan student in Zimbabwe to finish his professional
training; money and a lot of consultancy at various levels to
Humberto, another polio wheel chair guy in Guiné-Bissau, who had
sucessfully established a private school there, but a thunderstorm had
torn down their mud buildings. ...
Neither lurking nor contributing to discussions list was high on my
priority list, as you can perhaps imagine. I was finding new role
definitions for my further life.
But I think I am now stable enough to connect again with some of my
networks, without getting lost in secondary activities in my further
life. So I came back to the OSLIST a short while ago.
HERE I AM
I send some African energy to all of you
Bernd
Am Wed, 24 Aug 2005 00:05:34 +0200, schrieb Pannwitz, Michael M:
> I feel that one of the consequences for the way we communicate on
> this list and elsewhere, and I experience it in this list a lot
> already,
> is to show myself.
'
>all your lurkers out
> there, next time you facilitate an ost event, show yourselves.
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