On 9/19/05, Shel Belinkoff <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> What I was asking about, and commenting upon, is that I find it strange
> that ~you~ wouldn't know why you liked your own work.
> 
> Every time you edit your photos you're critiquing your work.  When you
> shoot a roll of 36 and decide to print but one or two, you've made an
> editorial decision, decided which is acceptable and which is not.  I would
> think that if you understood why you liked a photo, what made it work for
> you, it might be helpful.
> 
> I'm just trying to have a conversation with you frank, open a little
> dialogue.  Sounds like I've offended or annoyed you in some way.
> 
> Shel

Well, to be quite honest with you, Shel, I did bristle a bit last
night when I read your initial comment, and I admit that I was being
petulant and maybe even a bit childish in my responses - for which I
apologize.

What bothered me wasn't the "wasted frame" thing, although I disagree,
and I suppose I'd have simply preferred that you said you didn't like
the photo - with or without reasons.  What bothered me was (what I
perceived as) your sarcasm as follows:  "Print it big, mount it
nicely, display it with good lighting, and will become something
special for someone.  Oh, yeah, ask a lot of money for it as well."

All that being said, I actually know why I like it, I just feel rather
uncomfortable talking about it, and besides, I really do think that
it's more important viewers form their own opinions as to why they
feel the way they do about a given piece.  However, I like it due to
the following (among other) reasons:

Okay, it's blurry.  It's not a motion blur like a car, scooter, bike
or even a pedestrian going by.  It's me, the photographer, moving past
the scene that's causing the blur.  When I'm walking through a crowded
city, I don't make connections with most of those that I pass.  I only
see them peripherally.  I walk by them without noticing them, and they
don't notice me - as the fellow in the foreground of the photo seems
to be unaware of my presence.

So, to me, this is about the disconnect of living and moving about in
a big city.  The irony that among millions of people, we actually have
fewer close relationships - we walk around with blinders on, oblivious
to what's around us.  It's as if we have sensory overload, and it all
becomes a blur - just like the picture.  Have you ever felt that way? 
I have.

The reason I don't like talking like that, is that I hate sounding
overblown, pretentious and all artsy about it - especially since it
really is just a blurry photo.  I didn't intend for it to come out
that way, it just did, and I saw the neg, and I thought it looked
pretty cool.  I wouldn't say it was an accident, but I wouldn't say
that I took the photo thinking it would look that way, either.

It just is what it is.

cheers,
frnk

-- 
"Sharpness is a bourgeois concept."  -Henri Cartier-Bresson

Reply via email to