Wow! I guess I have a lot of questions! Anyway...I am not really sure about what I should do. I have two main doctors, and I am seeing /speaking with a couple of pituitary specialists. My two main doctors are amazingly kind, but they don't like to tell me about anything bad. Such as...I saw one doctor last week and he was much quieter than normal, and he just ran tests. At the end of each appointment he normally has an evaluative report for me that is like 5-7 pages long. This past time is was 1 page, with 2 bullets. The first bullet read, "Patient is not stable-even worse". But, he wouldn't even give the report to me...he gave it to my mother, facedown, so that I could not read it!!!! THEN....the other doctor did an EKG a week or so ago. And when he got the print out he looked at it, my mom peered over to look at it as I walked into the room, and he says, "Well, we'll just look at this tonight." After sliding it into my folder facedown quickly! And low and behold...I have a messed up heartbeat! I hate that these doctors are trying to help, but to me, by not sharing all the information, and making me feel like I am getting better, they are giving me a false hope. I think that I am getting better and then I find out what is really going on! It is driving me nuts. I mean on top of everything else going on, the least they could do is be honest!!!!!!! Sorry, I just had to splurge, and I figured that you guys might understand. Thank you for listening to my banter. :) Ashley |
