Hi Mary Ellen, I have been experiencing sinus problems too, but my family doctor always says to me, "Now what do you need in order to have a sinus infection?". Like I am a little child! If I don't have a fever, then I don't have a sinus infection. I just don't bother arguing with him anymore. I live in Canada and I live in a province where family doctors are hard to come by, so I am kind of stuck with him if I want a regular doctor. He's not too bad by times, but other times he just is a you-know-what! I go through periods where my body just feels heavy, I can't concentrate, etc, etc. My father says that I am depressed. Maybe I am, I really don't know how to handle how I feel physically! And having this damn tumour just really bites! Do you feel that you are always second guessing how you feel? Do you wonder, "oh my, is the tumour growing again, everytime you have a headache? (or my case, I am terrified that it is hemoraging (spelling) again and I will go blind again, but this time they won't be able to save my sight! Life really sucks right now, and there should be some sort of explanation as to why we feel this way! I have a hard time believing that I am depressed. Mad as hell, yes, but I don't think depression makes your body feel heavy and nauseated? do you? When did you have your tumour removed? Were they able to get the majority of it? What size was it when they found it? |
