a Silent Conversation

(a VincentLiong's version poems to remember the BomB!)



Some days before; someone ask me;�Are you agree to do
The sacrifice, someday? You are the person who choose
by the god to be the martyr.. Will you answeer His
call.�


00.10.00 to go 
Ask his own self; �Ten minutes to go. I will go in the
god�s name in ten minutes. I will be beside Him, I
ready to go to kill the enemy of god. I ready to go.
To left my brother-sister, father-mother, my family,
my atmosphere. It�s ok, I am ready to go. I do this
also for them, for all Who I love.� 

00.01.00 to go
�What �s will happen. What is dead means. How its
happen. I haven�t dead till now. Am I will dead? I
still young, I haven�t married yet. Haven�t make some
babies, which will make for me some grandchild. Still
the last ten second to wait; What�s mean someone
already dead? No, no,, I am a brave man, I am a
heroes. More things to think make my sacrifice the
most perfect. Yes, I am. I have time to chose in this
last minute, but I chose to be still. In the name of
God I will go.�

00.00.01 to go
�What the good will happen? I wait to see, feel. Now?�

00.00.00 ��..
�Happen� I am transform to be� What am I? Who am I?
Like what I�m looks like?; After this.. This is a
gambling and I am a gambler. a Game which I wait for
the answer; Are what I guess some time before is
right, it is a reality?!� 

00.00.01        after the time passed.
�Everything change. I, I don�t know how to tell to
you; what am I now. Whose can run, run. Whose cannot;
just a piece of body like my old body which not mine
anymore. To late to use my old body, it�s already
broken.�

00.10.00 after the time passed.
�I am nothing. I saw everybody run. Some days before
the time, they said; They proud to me to be a Heroe, I
am the peson which choose to. I proud to be that. They
respect me; Where is it? Just now they said that I am
the opposite of the god�s. They are the same person,
where is the heroic story of me? How it change to
become a catch-run story? Like a cat and mouse? I am
the brave man! Ok, at some of them still feel sorry
for me; Only said, feel sorry? Some of them talk a
lot, they didn�t respect my sacrifice. They just use
my sacrifice for their own needs. I still can said
that I am a heroes, for me only; if I can enjoy this.�

Who am I actually, now? What, Whose, Whom, How, 

Someday (like any ordinary day in future)
And someday someone ask another person like I
experienced before;�Are you agree to do The sacrifice
someday? You are the person who choose by the god to
be the martyr.. Will you answeer His call.�

I cannot help it, I don�t care; everybody have a
choice to choose. Like before; nobody help me, nobody
help them. Nobody care me, nobody care. It�s none of
my business. 

NOTE from writer: Sorry, I cannot continued this story
because I didn�t know what the right story to tell. Is
depends from your opinion. You can choose your own
story.


Vincent Liong
18 September 2004




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