i made alot of strides in the beginning........got driving on my own, went back to school, found the swim program, dated a hand full of women, then things slowly regressed......got a syrinx, quit school , appendix burst, hernia, lost the gfs, dad ran everybody off. I have talked to people at paraquad and they are full of info, but they are mostly for city residents and Im in the county. The whole reason Im failing now is I stayed in my current living situation and didnt move on. I was a fool, I had a woman convert her house to be accessible for me and loved me to death but I was 23 yrs old at the time and couldnt commit to her. what a fool I was, lol. anyway i ate good for thanksgiving and my momand brother came down for awhile, im thankful for that. Finished it all off with some cherry pie.
________________________________ From: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> To: [email protected]; [email protected] Sent: Thu, November 22, 2012 7:49:46 AM Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] holidays Ron, have you joined your local group in St Louis called ParaQuads? in St Louis? Best Wishes In a message dated 11/22/2012 2:16:58 A.M. Central Standard Time, [email protected] writes: Thanks dana for your thoughts. I live with my dad and hes home for the holidays, he has had the belief that the last holiday my family had when i was on my feet. he has so much resentment towards my disability he has ran everyone off. I should have got out years ago but i didnt. Things could always be worse, ill be thankful for the small things. This year has been a challenge recovered from the burst appendix then a hernia surgery.........then broke up with my girlfriend and had to quit my swim/workout program. hopefully in 2013 I will figure out some ways to occupy my time. > >ron c7 > > ________________________________ From: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> >To: [email protected] >Sent: Thu, November 22, 2012 12:48:15 AM >Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] holidays > >Hi Ron, >I'm sorry that the holidays are so difficult for you. Is your family gone or >not >available. >I don't know if you believe in prayer, but I will pray for you. I am lucky >that >I have my mother still alive that I understands the difficulty of being >paralyzed, as most persons do not even in your own family. > > >God bless you, >Dana > >I was thinking about the Bible verse , Cast your burdens upon the Lord and I >found this while looking up that verse and I hope you may read something >comforting to you. >http://voices.yahoo.com/10-comforting-bible-verses-broken-heart-7633872.html?cat=34 > > >In a message dated 11/21/2012 11:44:28 P.M. Central Standard Time, >[email protected] writes: > >>i hope i have the strength to get through the holidays and onto January. >>these >>are the hardest and lonliest times for me each year. i wish i could escape >>somewhere until its all over. well.......one day at a time >> >>ron c7.
