I have thought about suicide many times. Its not really to do with being a quad 
in itself.............its the pain, hurt, being shunned, what could have beens, 
people throwing the blame on you, watching other people live full lives while 
you struggle to hold your own or make small gains. The times where I have been 
happy I was doing things, going places with girlfriends, doing my 
swimming..........then things were good and life was worth it. Its a very 
slippery slope as a quad if you have little support.

Im sure someone on here will tell how life is better now as a quad and they 
make more money now and women just knock the door down to sleep with them. Its 
really about your support system and some about self motivation. I have seen 
people on both ends of the spectrum and everywhere in between. enjoy the ride 
while you can.

ron


On Wednesday, November 5, 2014 2:09 PM, Gmail <[email protected]> 
wrote:
 



I already know exactly how I am going to carry it out when my pain gets bad 
enough.   Bobbie 

Smile Everyday


> On Nov 5, 2014, at 2:55 PM, Larry Willis <[email protected]> wrote:
> 
> I'm in the process of watching Monkey Shines right now (Wed 2:47 pm). The doc 
> just said 6 out of ten quads attempt suicide. He didn't say how many were 
> successful. What do you guys think about that number? I've thought about it 
> many times but never actually attempted. Thoughts of my family always pull me 
> out of it. If I were absolutely alone and in a nursing home, might be a 
> different story. Or maybe not. I dunno.

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