Re: [Audiogames-reflector] does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher?
Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.ive got a good news:i left reviva alown. i now love some teachers from my musical school, or in other name if i wright to say that in english: the concervatorium.i love 2 teachers from there and one adolt woman who is a piano player and a girl who is 17 years old playing on hawn, if it is a correct name of that.i also love one woman from there who have a small voice. my piano teacher said when i gived her to listen to recording of her that maybe it lena, the principal, or in other word the headmaster. i dont know how to say headmaster in feemail.the teachers are: ronit, who play on a instrument like a flute. she singing beutiflly. when she sings, she doing a more sound when forte, and less sound when piano. i mean when forte, she sings more loudlly, and when piano she sings quietlly.i think that she sings more effective and more beutifflly than dvorah, my piano teacher.i think that i chrushed on her, only some da ys ago.she is at least 30 or 40 years old.sagit: a teacher which teaching to play on a clarnet and other things like that.the piano player is dorit, a mother of one girl who is 8 or 9 years old. but i love her mother.and finally: zohar. the 17 years old teen ager, who i love insted of naama who cant be my girlfriend because she is a religion jew, and for thier are not allowed to be with boy before she gets meried. i hope zohar can be my girlfriend.and i want to say something, tell me what do you think:in the school there are things which allowed to say or do and things which are not allowed to say or do.and the concervatorium is a good place not only for music studies, but also a good place where you can say all what you think and feel.i wright?kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=165970#p165970 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.there is also one reason, because of it maybe i also like reviva:one day at the end of the school day i waited for my school buss, but missed it. it escaped from me. so, i returned to school, and reviva met me there. it was in december 2013. so, she took me to the stuff room (the teachers room) where the pupils arent allow to go in there, but she took me there and gave me a chair, and touched my hand if it cold or not.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=163661#p163661 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.i feeling now that i starting to love my english teacher: rita. she is from south aphrica. onetime i told her that i love her, and she told: dont say love, but say like. i want to listen to her stomach also.and about reviva: i from tomorrow will start to tell her about jesus. im starting with writing, after that with talking. ive planned to hang my text tomorrow. i wrote a text, and tomorrow will hang it on the school wall. like martin luther, which hanged his document on the door of the church in 1517, so ill do this thing like him tomorrow also.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162646#p162646 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Ive had a few crushes on teachers in my time. Most recently there were two. One was less a teacer and more the Asistive Technology specialist in the Disability Services office at the local college. Nothing ever came of it A. because shes married and B. she was always strictly business when on the job. I dont tink I ever heard her engage in small talk with her coleagues. Then therewas one o my communications teachers. Her ame was Rebecca. She was single at that time but again nothing ever came of it.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162673#p162673 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi ghost rider.i love these sounds. i listened to my grandmas stomach, ive recorded my own stomach, i listened to my girl friends stomach and more. so i want to listen to her stomach also.did you heare someones stomach?thows sounds remind me of trance. the heartbeat is the drumms, and the stomach are the other electronic sounds. so, when i love someone, i want to listen for her stomach. so now, i want to listen to revivas stomach.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162463#p162463 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi, the lin kdoesnt work, 509. Just fyiURL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162325#p162325 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi kyle12.have you downloaded the link?and please, make this program you talking about.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162349#p162349 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? You still asked someone to upload a full version of a game, and even said that it was because you didnt want to buy it. In my opinion it doesnt matter whether or not the Company is still active or not, its more the fact you did it. Besides, you seemed to keep asking in that topic, even though people had answered.Never mind, getting off topic here, sorry.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162368#p162368 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Can I ask though, why do you want to here her stomach? You really wanna hear that squelching and churning sound? Seems kinda gross. Heartbeat I get, but stomach?URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162448#p162448 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi,There are ways of doing it, indeed id be perfectly willing ot create a voice program etc with her consent. As you may or may not know, thats one of the things i want to start doing, coding on request. However, consent would have to be given and recordings taken of her voice.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=16#p16 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi kyle12.if i understood correctly, you can create a robotic version of reviva?so, here i uploading some voice recordings of reviva.hope that you can do her robot.but, its in hebrew.ok, here is the link for her voice:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/10775118/reviva.rarkamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162238#p162238 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi,I cant create a robot, but i can certainly create a program that will respond like one. Id just like to make sure though, first, that you have permition to use these recordings.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162256#p162256 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.i think i have a permision. you can use these recordings.and i didnt understood so much: what that program is doing?kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162263#p162263 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.yes, i can use these recordings, because i made them. i recorded reviva when she teached us.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162275#p162275 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? That is not the same thing at all. Obtaining permission would involve asking her if it would be all right to use her voice in this way. I dont know how the laws differ in other countries, but here in the US at least, its illegal to record a person without their knowledge or consent.I was going to keep quiet on this topic, but I have personal reasons why something like that makes my skin crawl. I wont go into details, but the most rudimentary way I can explain it is that it involves a person I knew who manipulated me into making recordings for his pleasure. Thousands of them, in fact. And to me, placing these recordings on a public forum, whether someone has permission to do so or not, is wrong. I wouldnt mind so much if it was going on between the users in question in private. It upsets me, and I realize that Im just one person, but I hope that a moderator might step in and offer an opinion about this.Sorry to derail an otherwise interesti ng discussion. I think its perfectly acceptable to talk about having crushes on teachers. its a common phenomenon, really. There are a lot of people who experience it.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162285#p162285 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Id have to agree with you there, turtle. At first I looked at the thread out of interest, but now, I cant but help be a little weirded out by the OP.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162299#p162299 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Greetings Komochek.I was born into the Islamic faith and Im still considered a Muslim. However, Im unable to subscribe to just one faith; one point of view. Take Christianity for example, before the politically powerful churches cannonised the bible into what it is today, the appocrafer was included there in and Lord Jesus was just as revered as a man as well as being revered as part of the triun God counsel. Before Saul became Paul, the early Christians simply did not believe, they knew God and Jesuss teachings intimately/instinctively/consciously without need of looking to the written word for God told them that the law is written in the hearts of every man be they wombed or not. Also, Lord Jesus told his disciples secrets that the public could not at the time be allowed to hear. It is for that reason as well as my own nature that Im keeping an open mind.As for the term Goddess; it is the polar/female aspect of the most high God. I believe t he wiccans got this one right for they also believe in the same God as we do but theyre intune with her female aspect while the major religions are intune with his male aspect. As for loving God more than man, Ive found that if you consciously try to do that, you will fail in your endevor. However, if you follow the do or do not; there is no try method where by you simply love then youll find that your love for God will be absolute and man has his place in your heart be they wombed AKA woman or man regardless. Control not love for love is a free mistress and refuses to be taimed. Try to taim her and death will surely follow. Understand that you cannot apply relitivity to God; it is impossible. In physics, with every action there is an equal and opposit reaction. Two positives will make a negative and two negatives will make a positive. So rather than saying I love God more than incert name of person or thing, instead say I love God absolutel y for God is love and love must be loved for loves sake. Loves nature is to create and in loves embrace so to do we love one another. There is no such a thing as more or less in the realm of the absolute but in the realm of the relative where we have forgotten who and what we are and confuse love with infatuation or jealousy; where the elders tell the youth you know not what love is, you are too young to love; were right and youre wrong, you can indeed say love one more than the other. That is the reason why evil is just as previlant today as it was since the fall of Adam and Eve.My appologies if my words have offended you for I meant none but did wish to address this topic. So to sum up, I believe in anything until something is proven beyond any shadow of doubt to be false.Kind regards, Amin Abdullah.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid =162132#p162132 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi amin abdalla.its ok.btw: i told today to reviva that i love her. she only said thanks. i hope that on wednsday at 12 on that second school brake, ill meet her on the big stairs when she will sit ther to look for the pupils what they are doing, ill explane to her how loving her.reviva, i want to explane you how i love you. i thinking of you all day from when i waking up and to the time when i going to sleep. i praying for you to the lord that he will bless every your day. not only my, but yours day also.and etc. if someone didnt understood what it is, this is the things which i gonna say to her. i told to her that in german and hebrew.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162138#p162138 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Greetings Kamochek.A good start by telling her you love her and honesty goes a long way. A word of warning though, as man is not perfect, you may want to tred carefully when telling Reviva of your love however. I cannot remember which part of the old testament it happened in but nobody was able to look directly at Lord Jehovah God the Father directly. I believe it was Abraham who was permitted to see Lord Jehovahs back through many shadows and his projected hand to blind him temporrerrilly. Also Mosis was able to only see the burning bush. Both men were affected and Mosis even grew perminantly older physically but not in years and the slaves knew that Mosis saw God after decending the mountain. In the same way, when people face love, their best and worce traits are brought forward for others to see. John 3:16 and God so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son to die for our sins. The world mocked and crucified Lord Jesus Christ or Yeshua Christos not knowin g of his sacrifice and not caring either. While many today embrace him, yet still more reject him and why? Because he loves us but many of us do not want pure love; theyd rather have conditional love, the lesser love if you will. I cannot in good conscience count myself as one rejecting pure love and I know youd never reject it either. Youre in my prayers also to our Lord.Anyway, taking all of that into account, if you are too forward in your declaration of love to Reviva, then on a smaller scale, what happened to Lord Jesus may indeed happen to you unless she is true to both Lord Jehovah and you. If she is then you will not suffer even if she says no but if she is like the Farasies and Sajusies then you will suffer because she will deliberately crucify you with her words just as Laurencia crucified me with her words. Many a good man has been verbilly crucified by an evil woman and many a good woman has been crucified by an evil man. So my advice to you is t o ask yourself whether she is good or not; not do you think shes good but is she truly good? If so then you will not suffer when declairing your love to her. Secondly ask yourself and Lords Jehovah and Jesus whether you can live with her. Can you first accept her for who and what she is then slowly tell her of your faith and the joy you feel when praising the Lord. Finally, ask what you could bring to the relationship. So if she is a servent of the Lord then all is well and you will be happy but beware if she is not for strife will surely follow.Hope this has been of help to you. I dont want you to think Im against you; far from it but better be on the lookout for danger and avoid it than let your self be lulled into a false sense of security. May the Lord be your guide in this.Kind regards, Amin Abdullah.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162162#p162162< /p> ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi amin abdullah.reviva she is a good woman, althow im 15 years old and she is at least 50 years old. she is a good woman. every time when she is siting on the big stairs, i talking with her. sometimes she is busy, but sometimes we are talking. when she is sits there, i want to put my arm on her and sit next to her with the arm on her.yeah, i love her, but some pupils told me that she is lesbian. i dont know if it is a correct word in english, but they talking aoubt homosexualizm, when boy loves a boy, or girl loves a girl. and now ive cheked the word, and can tell the final centence again. pupils telling me that reviva is a gay. but also there is a difrent between me and her. she is a teacher, im her pupil. im 15 years old, and she at least 50 years old.and finally: im beleeving in the lord jesus christ, and about reviva i feeling that she is an atheist.i can say another thing why she is good. one day, i waited for the minibus s which i needed to go back home from school, but i lated and they escaped. i returned to the school, and meeted on my way with reviva. she took me to the stuff room when the pupils must not to get there. she touched my hand to check if it cold. when she discovered that it is cold, asked me if i want some tea, or water. god bless her.i want to try to convert her to the messianic jewdaizm, and then she will beleev in yeshua.god bless you, and her (reviva.)kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162171#p162171 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.i want to tell to you some more things what i want to do with reviva if it was realy.as you know, i feel that i want to be next to her. also a thing you dont know is: i want to listen to her stomach sound effects, or at least her heartbeat. here are the things i want to do to reviva, but they arent realy.1. if a could to make my self small like my finger, i want to jump to revivas bag. she will not know that, and take her bag to her home. when she will open it, ill grow up, grow up and grow pu antill ill be in my size. interesting what reviva was doing if she saw that.2. if i could again to make my self small like a cofy, i could jump to what reviva drinking, and then she was slollow me. then i wentdown and down, and checked any her body part from inside. what do you think could be to me after some hours inside of her stomach? could i heare her stomach sound effects from inside?one day i told to reviva that i want to l isten to her stomach sound effects, explaned to her how i doing that, but she said: neh, i better not. she ment that she better will not let me to do that.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162172#p162172 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Greetings Kamochek.As for shrinking then entering Revivas stomach... well, you probably wouldnt enjoy the experience because youll slowly be digested and unless she realizes where you are, youll have no hope of rescue from certain death! However, if you want to record sounds then the best way is to put a microphone on her stomach and record it via a computer or other recording device which has an internal microphone. Forget about sound scans or microphones which can go into the stomach as theyll record sound and output them to graphs. You wont be able to hear anything. As for shrinking then entering her bag, the only safe way to do that is to let her know before hand what youre about to do or else she wont know who you are and either call the authorities or fight and subdue you. As for creating a robot, it might be possible but if you want her voice to be used in sapi then the process is rather expensive but doable. I don ;t know how much it costs to create a sapi or voiceover voice but someone can do it for you. Ask around in the technology forums on other sites.Well, I have no more advice to give you. There are some lessons that can only be learned via experience. I hope this has been of help to you.Kind regards, Amin Abdullah.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162185#p162185 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi amin abdullah.i not need to put a recording device on her stomach. i can put my ear, in other words my head on her stomach. first: i will heare her stomach sounds, and secondly i feel that i clows to her. one time she hugged me in my dream.how we can create a robotic reviva? i want not only that ill here the robotic reviva, but also can touch her, smell her smell which she having and etc. on the history lesens i turning my head to revivas derection and smelling her smell. its good!and about shrinking my self: it is not poseble, wright? it is only a fantacy. but if ill grow up and then will be my self when i come out from her bag, she will know me. i have a big difrent betwen others. i have few hare, i dont have eyes (nobody can see them) and etc. by hare, i meanthat in more places on my head, i dont have hare. but at some places i have.im imagining that ill grow up inside her bag in her home, she will see m e and tell in hebrew: jacob, ze atah? its mean: jacob, its you?ill reply to her: yes, its me. guten Morgen, schweine. hahahahahahahahaha!guten Morgen, schweine means: good morning, pigs.its in german.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162189#p162189 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Greetings Kamochek.In that case you may have to wait over a hundred years before man manages to create androids. Robots as they are now do not have have that capability. You could hear Reviva but touching a robotic version would simply feel like metal. The most viable option now is to ask her to create a sapi version of her voice so you can download and install it. Androids, robots that are human in every way except internally as the external parts are synthetic but feel like the real thing, they do not yet exist but were coming close to that reality.Kind regards, Amin Abdullah.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162211#p162211 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.i dont think about sappy. in hebrew, there are only 2 sapy voices, but they are not like revivas voice.so how to create a robotic reviva? kind of chat? or a program which can talk to you?kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162215#p162215 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Greetings all; its been a while.Well, in School I did love a nece of one of my teachers and a student. At College I did love a student and a support worker but this was back in Manchester and Liverpool. However, in Hereford I did love one Laurencia Lyndaur who was a student studdying web design and also became a staff member of the College. None of these love interests ever returned my love and the last truly ended desasterously for me. It matters not as it was 3 years ago now and my suffering is past. Here are my transcripts of my corrispondants with her. As for the teacher who the original poster loves, there are those who would love you far more, they need only be found; they are waiting for you. Here are the transcripts as promised.Kind regards, Amin Abdullah.From: Amin Abdullah (Student) Sent: 24 February 2010 18:44To: Laurencia Lindor (Student)Subject: Please do not open if you are easally offended. My dear Laurencia, this missive with much fear do I write for I fear the ending to be an ever lasting fight. Many have done this in the past and hadnt lived to tell the tail, and still more othershave survived and I hear their voices wail. Their voices do I hear through out each day and night, they cry Why me, what did I do, how do I make it right? These ghosts of the past haunt me even now sayingdo not this chance away throw, for we were foolish and never confessed and too late now for the end is woe. So what truth do I have to tell, how do I break this fearful spell? I know of only 1 way but the price is very high but I am willing to it pay. Remember when we at the table sat this lunchen and we hada little chat? Remember I told thee of one who wishes, desires, to get to know thee? Remember when I said he feels so unsure to this truth to thee tell? Well God hath shouted to him, be not unsure, fearnot, trust in thine own soul. So this he did and is now sitting in the FLC, still hesitant but now more sure to tell thee the truth he has hidden from thee. So who is this boy who very young be who wishesto thee see? The answer is simple, that little boy is me. I kid thee not, no demands, no restrictions, no expectations will I on thee place, but dare I now say hello or even show my face? Much fear do I have of what could be but the hiding game Ive played toolong, it has tired me. If I am to on the morrow have to face down all my ghosts, dare I ask for help from thee, yes I will my soul says to me. For thou art kind and so benign how could I not to thee turn?For if I do not then in the fire I will surely burn. This fire not physical be, it is the fire of guilt and shame. The physical will in time heal but longer lasting is emotional pain. So what is emotion,how can it be defined? It is simply energy in motion and that energy can be of any kind. So I will now end this missive, my story has been told. I leave it up to God now to judge me rash or bold. I have finally taken your advice, I have taken that next step. I will trust you and jump rightoff and hope that I will not break my neck. The karmic wheel has turned again, my soul has told me, this time do not pretend. be true, be kind and do not her hurt or offend. So what happens now, whatcometh to pass, I leave it up to you. My friend, my Sister, fare thee well, please be not angry, I will not run, I will face my demons, and above all, I will be to you true.From: Laurencia Lindor (Student) Sent: 25 February 2010 05:13To: Amin Abdullah (Student)Subject: RE: Please do not open if you are easally offended. Hi Amin Thank you for your lovely email. It is beautifully written, nicely poetic. Can we meet at lunchtime on Friday for another chat at 1.00pm? Let me know. Best WishesLaurie P.S. I am not offended at all!!RE: Please do not open if you are easally offended. Amin Abdullah (Student)Sent: 26 February 2010 14:37 To: Laurencia Lindor (Student)My dear angel, a valuable lesson hast thou taught me and for this, I do thank thee eternally. For though the answer was nay, a different price I did pay. The price was ignorance and I did it shed, itweighed more than a tun of led. So what was it that I did for pay? It was freedom and a light to guide my way. A goddess, an angel you be, you did say that some day I will in the forest, find my tree. A question I did already ask and thou hast aided me to complete the task. How was it that there was no pain, no shame, and only how was it that there was so much to gain? The answer I did seek and thouhast shown me that it lies upon the consciousness peek. The way to forward go thou did say to fly, then stop, but not look from the problem away. For if from the cycle I do not learn, I will once againcrash and burn. This you said is not your desire, for it is your wish that I fly higher. So high I must fly, above the clouds, to a place of inner peace, where everyone is with me proud. So this advice I do now take, I am not afraid to now make a mistake. For thou
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi bashue.good! you beleev in god, but the most importent that youll beleev in jesus. but what did you ment by goddess? maybe im not so understood because of some words which i dont know in english.i understood correctly, that you loving the lord like me? but be carefull if you beleev in the lord. because if you love some woman or girl, can be after that a fact that your love to that woman or girl will be stronger then the love to the lord. so that what im doing with reviva: dont increesing the love to her althow i have a strong love to reviva, but i trying to love the lord more than her. if not, i can be danger.so, which confesion you are from?catholic? lutheran? baptizm? pentacostalizm? orthodox christianity? or a messianic jew?god bless you all.αωkamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162075#p162075 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Mord-Sith wrote:cane/blocked, my friend Lol... Now any tips on how 2 stop it from happening? Haha URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=162100#p162100 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Reading this thread and all I can think of is This songURL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161930#p161930 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Nice guitar shredding.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161935#p161935 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Wouldnt say Ive loved a teacher in that way, however, the most helpful teachers Ive had in terms of accessibility are usually women.As for girls my own age, now thats awhile other problem. A lot of them, at least from what Ive noticed, cant really cant seem to take me seriously when I have my cane... Pretty much an instant friend zone lol. With that being said though, its really strange.. This issue only happens with girls at my school... It usually goes fine whenever I meet girls through other means besides school.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161833#p161833 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? cane/blocked, my friend URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161842#p161842 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? interesting discussion in deed. I also had a crush on my math teacher when I was about 15. there was a moment between us but now when I look back it seems so amusing. my sighted coleagues told me that shes looking pretty good, that she has some big breasts. I was curious so when in a class she was showing me some geometrical figures, she was standing really close to me trying to explain that figure and she guided my right hand showing me the shape of that figure. then I touched her breast.. I really keept it in my palm.. she said nothing but never tried again. I have to admit though the sensation was awesome.. but now it seems funny.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161338#p161338 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? In high school it seemed like all my female friends all had boyfriends.In university, its a whole different story. Keep watching, keep waiting.Although I will admit that my hand brushed my English teachers boob while I was handing her my term paper back in junior year of highschool...URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161345#p161345 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi.I have a question, for who was chrushed on his teacher.Did you imagined about that teachers something?I have 4 imaginations about reviva. Lets imagine with me.1. I’m imagining, that I have a teleporter which knows the place you thinking about and wanto to go there. I’m jumping on the teleporter, and it teleports me to reviva’s house. At the same time, reviva doing her things. Suddenly she sees me in the room. Imagine, what would be her reaction? What she will do to me after that?2. I have another imagination, to make a robot which can pick up heavy things. Imagine now, that it is a night, and reviva sleeps. But I, taking the robot and sending it to reviva’s house. The robot will be near her bed, and then will pick up her and put her in his bag. It returning to me with her in its bag. Then the morning will come. Imagine reviva waking up, and seeing that she woke up in a strange room, and aboth all will see me.What do you think will be her reaction? What she will say?3. what do you think about making a robotic version of reviva? And when I’ll think about her, instead of talking with the real reviva, I’ll talk with the robotic one.4. before I will tel my imagination I’ll explane something. In our school we have a trips. One of them is for 2 days, it’s cold “the trip of the year.” From the last year, at the most trips reviva came also. Also at the trips in this year. Also on a little trips, and on the trip of the year. I didn’t came on that trips. I have some problems, but I no tell you because there are some words which I don’t know in english to say the problem. And now for the imagination. As I know, in the evening after the deaner, the pupils will have a free time to do what they are want. Imagine, that reviva standing and looking after the pupils which in the tent. I hope you know what I’m mean by tent. I’m also one of them. And then I’ll standing, and telling to everybody (to reviva also) “listen to me. I want to tell you something.) and then I would start to talk about the lord. In other words, doing a sermon. What do you think will reaction of all the pupils, and reviva’s reaction?Imagine it.amochek.So the imagination means that imagine that I’m also in the trip. And if you didn’t understood me in one point, so after the centence “I hope you know what I mean by tent.” I wrote “I’m also one of them.” There I talked about one of the pupils who want to stay in the tent.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161378#p161378 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? I dont know bout all that, not my idea. I dont know her, so I cant say. But I like to imagine myself in various situations. So yeah.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161397#p161397 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi,Its not unusual for a pupil to love there teacher as a motherly figure. If it is further than that, however, you should probably seak advice from someone you trust absolutely. this is if you love said teacher as youd love your fiance, etc.Also, you talked about loving multiple people. Have you considered the fact you may be pollyemoris? Dont laugh, you guys. Im serious. This is something people are where, they can love multiple people. I myself am such a person. Im just curious, as i went through the same thing if you are pollyemoris, and can give you advice if you need it.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161211#p161211 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Ok.This is not something I ever shared anywhere, but I guess its alright now that its over.When I was in high school, I had a crush on my English Teacher. Her name was Ms. Mc... (wont write the whole name, but you know what I mean). Anyway, this Ms. Mc was notoriously social with her students. She added them to facebook, had private discussions with various students, ETC.Now, back during that year I had a crush on her, and I knew it. But I also knew it wasnt going anywhere. That was when I learned that feelings are uncontrollable, but you must use the logical part of your brain to combat those feelings.On the other side, I do have a professor here in college that I love, but as an almost serigate mother. She treats all her students as sons and daughters, because shes never really had kids and physically cant have kids. I know shell do almost anything for us, to the point whe re last week, when the bus dropped me off in the wrong city (idiotic bus driver), I had the guts to call her and ask her to take me back to school. (It wasnt the safest of cities)So Ive seen it both sides of the fence.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161224#p161224 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.what do you mean about that things which you told?i am not need that thing which you said.but there is noone who loves his teacher more than a motherly figure? not only respect the teacher, but love.for example reviva: on the last days i thinking about her from the morning to the night. 2 times ive dreamed about her, but when i didnt feld that thing.she also haves a smell, and when i smelling it, i can identefy her, or notice that she somewhere here.she (as my friends saing) jumping at the middle of the lesen. she doesnt siting, but walking and walking and teaching at the same time.and sometimes she jumps.what do you mean by multipal people?there was also one period when i loved a boy. but now not. 3 years ago it was.and about reviva: also because i loving her, i did in the music folder in the computer a folder with her voice recordings. i have recorded all history lesens without her knowing. muhahaha hahahaha!and what do you think about trying to do a missionery work, to make reviva beleev in jesus? the thing i also forgot to tell you is that she at least 50 years old, and i only 15. on the last year i asked her how old she is, but she one of the women who doesnt saying that.that 2 dreams about reviva there are:on december 07, 2012 i dreamed the first dream about reviva. i stood near her and touched her. and then she said: jacob (my real name), leave me alown. ive tired.)the second dream was on august 22, 2013. ive dreamed that we are in some car, and then reviva started to hugg my and said: you are cute! i love you! oh! you are cute... then, we were in my room. reviva wanted to start to teach me history, but when saw that i am doing something on the computer she said that she now will come back and went away. and the dream is over.and that she at least 50 years old i know because ive touch ed her hand and her skin was a skin of old woman. because of that i can know that. but strange, she doesnt have grand children, but only 1 child which in grade 3.he not her grand child, but her son. but i want to know, if there was facts that someone loves his teacher in that level of loving how i am. or im only one who feeling that?here, i uploading now an archive of her voice recordings.https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/10775118/reviva.rarif you want to download and listen, please do that.if not, no problem.and final 2 things which anoying me in reviva.1. the name of jesus. in hebrew, there 2 names of jesus i can say. the first name is the name which only the jews and that who not beleev in jesus gived to him that name: yeshu. and we, the messianic jews who beleeving in jesus using his real name: yeshua. the first name is a bad name. because it means a bad words which wanted to say that the jews want to forget his name and all about him. and yeshua is an israely name. you can find the rizen why his name was jesus in the gosple of mathew chapter 1.and this anoying, that reviva using the first name yeshu also when she reading from the new testament. but she can see the yeshua name and not the first one. that is anoying.2. i like to turn around. when i am on the short brake, i turning around in the classroom and geting fun of that. when reviva seeing me doing that, she saying: jacob, dont turn around. you looking funny when you doing that. but i like to move. i dont like stand. or im walking, or turning around. stand for 2 minutes, and feeling that my body and the legs got tired of stand on one place. so what im doing is turn around. it is also anoying, when she saying to me to not turn around. in my home i also doing that, because i have a turning chair. maybe you know what to do so that my body will not get tired of standing? also when i in some shop at the mall with the parrents, i asking to sit. this is all that i can say about reviva. i want to know, i someone also feels that he loves his teacher like me. that 2 things are anoying, but you see how strong i love reviva. but, i love the lord my god stronger then her in 100 times. i trying to pray everyday and etc. i cant go to the congregation, because my father is a jew and doesnt let me and my mother to go there. but before i knew him, i went to there. i love reviva, and hate my father. the final thing is tha i want to say to my father that i beleeving in jesus, but i must find a moment. also if i visiting some christian or messianc websites, he taking the router, or disconecting the internet.please who is a messianic jew, or an evangelical christian, pray for him so that the lord will do something so that i can go to the congregation.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161225#p161225 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Well love is such a slippery word anyway, and so long as itsnot in a dodgy sense, since that is something that could go very wrong if the teacher takes advantage of a student (and yes, women teachers have been tguilty of this in the past).love as friend or confidant or similar however is indeed no problem. You might say that I love my tutor, who has seen me through a degree, masters and doctorate, we have spent lots of time together including meeting up for drinks and lunch outside tutorials, indeed weve had discussions recently because hes had a detached retina, and he wanted to know about magnifyers etc, but if I would use the word love this would be more the sense that a person can love a wise and kindly uncle who you have a huge respect for.Ive had similar thoughts for teachers in the past and at school, though its always been in that sort of surragate parent relation ship, not as Kile said the way I would love a girl. Indeed, theres no reason not to have friends who are older, one person I know I met playing nation states and weve stayed in contact ever since (even having conversations by phone), is a lady in her fifties. Bare in mind though, the opposite can also be true. Ive had teachers who were completely vile and unpleasant and who I absolutely disliked, some Id even say I hated. Ironically most were at my specialist school, (although not everyone there by any means), but Ive run into the odd unpleasant teacher right up to university level, indeed one lecturer I once had was a boarderline psychopath, (well she had the psychotic personality at least).URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161222#p161222 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Am I the only one WHO thinks it sounds just a Little bit illegal to record someone without them knowing it, and then sharing it on the internet? Just recording someone without permission is, at least in Denmark, not legal.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161249#p161249 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Am I the only one WHO thinks it sounds just a Little bit illegal to record someone without them knowing it, and then sharing it on the internet?URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161249#p161249 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Hi Kamochek.Well I have loved most of my teachers throughout school but only one in the way that you mean. This was years ago in high school and her name was Sara. I had to take a year of spanish with her and had a lot of fun. She was smart and funny and interesting and pretty and after a while I realized that I liked her a lot. Nothing ever happened between us because she was married and I didnt want to put her in a position like that. One thing I think you should do if your comfortable with it is getting out and meeting other girls. It definitly helped me because when I was in sixth grade I used to well I guess get attached to one particular girl or another and that isnt always a good thing like you would think.Well besides that going a little off topic kamochek you are going to have to realize that you cant convert everybody to what you believe even though its hard to except. People have there own beliefs and they always will. No matter how m uch you want to you shouldnt try to change people because that can cost you friendships with people who have different beliefs than you do. As for the turning around you shouldnt do that in public because it does make you stand out. My sister told me a long time ago that just because you cant see doesnt mean that people cant see you. Ive always thought that was an interesting point and so when I do something I think about how it might look to a sighted person. For example I like to rock back and forth and I have a chair that rocks back and forth. But sometimes I do it in public places and even though people dont say anything to me I know they notice.Well before I go on any longer good luck with everything kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161252#p161252 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.about the girls: i searched for some girls, but they or wernt interested or had another boy friend.about converting someone to his beleevings: i think i can do that things.i have converted one of my friends from the yesodi. he wasnt beleeving in nothing. i told him about a messianic jewdaizm, and one day he told me that he started to beleev. one day, his grandpa died, and he asked my to pray for him that he will not go to the hell. ive prayed, and he prayed with me together.also the new testament told about more people in the acts book, like paul. he was a jew, who killed and hunted the beleevers. but jesus has been seen to him, and he got blind for 3 days and then as you know started to beleev very strognly i think. also martin luther, john wesly and jan hus and etc converted the catholics to the wright beleeving. so it means that i can also do that.have you hared about katherine kuhlman?and the topic about the german language: one of the reazens that i want to learn german is for reviva. german is her first language. i asked to know how to say i love you to say to her that.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161256#p161256 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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Re: does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? Eh, this is an interesting topic. Ive had crushes on teachers before, but, knew nothing would ever come of it.On the religion front, please dont try and convert somebody unless they ask you to. That way they dont feel you are trying to force them into something. If they ask you, like your friend did, thats cool and ok, I suppose. Everybody has their special thing that gets them through life, but, converting people, meh Just for Revivas privacy, I would take that voice-recording off of the internet out of respect for her.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161274#p161274 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com http://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
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does anybody who still in school feel that he loves his teacher? hi.i have a question, maybe that thing is coming to blind people.before asking, i will explane. i am blind, but learning in a standart school with sited pupils. but i also was at the (if i saying it correctly in english, children garden) with the sited pupils.i was in 3 schools, and 5 children gardens. because in israel more schools has 2 parts: 1 school starting from grade 1, and finishes with grade 6. after that the pupils going to another school. it not conects with the first one, so they must search a new school to grade 7, which in hebrew cold: the first school is yesodi, and the second is hativat beynayim. and from grade 9 to grade 12 its cold tihon/tichon. i explaning that because the topic will talk about the next part of the explaning. in the children garden, and in the yesodi, and now in the hativat beynayim i am feeling that i love the teacher. not like the pupil loves his teacher, but more than a t eacher. thinking about her, talking about her, writing about her and etc. also singing about her. im ofcorce not loving a teacher which is a boy, but girl. i mean man and woman.for example: in one children garden i loved orian. i dont know how to say in english this person who works with children in the children garden insted a teacher in the school.in grade 1, i loved liron, our teacher.in grade 2 i loved mimi, also a teacher. one pupil said to her mimi moo moo. from grade 3 to grade 6, i loved tova, our science teacher. in grade 6, i loved aliza, tova, eynav and some others.in grade 7 for a short time i loved my math teacher, naama. she was the yungest teacher in the school i think. she was 22 years old and had a small voice. the day before the final day of the school, i hugged her.and now in grade 8, i love reviva, our history teacher. one of the rizens is that she understand my strong beleeving in jesus christ. she is a jew, and i dont know if she beleeves in god or not. but sure that she doesnt beleeving in jesus. so, i want to talk to her in the brakes about him (jesus), and i hope one day she will start beleev, if the lord will want me to do that. every day when i praying, i asking the lord also to bless her and her day, from the time when she wakes up, and to the time when she goes to sleep. we are the pupils can talk to our teachers on the brakes at any subjects which we would like. i dont know how it is in other countryes and also in america, but that thing is in israel. on the last year she walked with us on the trip to the dormition church, which located at the zion mounten. it is a catholic church. but because of that, she teached us about jesus and paul something that i dont thing is wright, she must to not the wright things.she said that paul did the christian religen like catholics and etc. she also said the peter was the first holy father of the cat holic church. i mean the pope. it is not wright. and she also said that jesus not mend to be a messiah, but only paul brought that idea. but jesus said that more times in the gosple of john.and peter wasnt the first pope.also, that things in crhstianity, which sais that you can eat pigs, you dont must to keap the sabath was invented only in 325. you know what was in the year of 325.the first church was a sect in the jewdaizm, which was jews-christians. they were like the messianic jews today. they did the holydays and the traditions of the jewdaizm, and only the thing which was a difrent that they beleeving in jesus christ as a son of god, and a messiah.the messianic jews today are like the jews-christians of the first century.so i think reviva told some wrong things about jesus. i wanted in the moment jump from my chair and shout: reviva, you are wrong! jesus ment to be a messiah, and he is a messiah! he, would, come, at, the, second, time! and etc. but i loving her. and want her to find the way, the trooth and the life. (john 14: 6.)do you beleev in that, the god can do somethings without doctors, that we are the blind people can see?i beleev that will come one day, and i will see, i will have a tees (i am not have a tees) and another phisical problems will be solved, because the lord will do that.we are going off-topic, but reply to me to the question if you beleev in that.i love reviva also because of her low voice.the second question on topic is (the topic will talk about that): does anybody els feels that he love his teacher?and maybe we are the blind people (which i hope the lord will heel everybody who beleev in jesus one day), maybe we are a blind pupils loving his teacher?i mean, how i loving reviva maybe also anybody here loving his teacher.i am thinking about her and 2 times dremead about her.kamochek.URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=161167#p161167 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com
