Re: [-empyre-] I understand Trump Supporters - to my own horror.

2017-03-10 Thread Brian Holmes
--empyre- soft-skinned space--This long biographical post is one of the most useful things I have read
this November. Thanks for the honesty.

The position of the middle-aged not-so-middle-class white guy is one that I
share. The possibilities for a motivational narrative decline because a;
the avant-garde is happening in different demographics; b; the revolution
has not kicked off after all (not on your side anyway); and c; the
nation-state that has been such a pain in the ass for your whole life is
now obviously in decline and you along with it.

Now the long-neglected area of mainstream politics raises its ugly head.
How does the couch potato find a side to be on?

Middle-aged not-so-middle-class white guys don't like to comment on the
economics of their own lives because there are so many other people whose
opportunities have always been worse for chrissakes. On the one hand this
reserve is tactful, and let's keep it up dudes. On the other hand it's kind
of a stumbling block on the way toward a viable position.

Social democracy works like this: you draw a line around a set of people,
who are the included, and you strive to create an enlightened substantial
democracy for those people. They become literate, numerate, have access to
the arts and to self-expression, get health-care benefits, unemployment
insurance and a retirement fund, and also get to take some responsibility
for the complexities of the world through the complexity of their job. This
allows them to accept a technocratic form of rule which by its nature
cannot be understood in every point at all times. Germany is still more or
less the image of this system today. However, there is just one problem
with it: you cannot open the borders to what an unfortunate French minister
once called "all the world's poverty," or the good ship welfare is likely
to sink (as it has done in France).

Neoliberalism works like this: you give in to the pressure of the
internally excluded and open up the economy, not only to all citizens, but
also to pretty much anyone in the world. If they have education, they come
in at the high end and end up making policy in their own interest; if they
have nothing, they come in at the low end and do the dishes. You encourage
intense competition at all levels of society while gradually eroding every
element of so-called privilege that was built up in the attempt to make an
economic democracy for the formerly included. You focus particularly on
transforming the educational system so that it will no longer produce
people who seek justice (or even just a better chair for their fat white
middle-class ass). You offer bank credit as a means of access to a
revocable prosperity. After about three decades of this treatment the
population really is much more manageable. The US during the liar-loan boom
of 2004-06 offers a high-resolution image of neoliberalism.  One of the big
advantages of this policy is that the problem of being responsible to
complexity just vanishes! Another advantage is that the most powerful
pressure group that could oppose it, namely the white male former majority,
and especially the educated sector of it, has developed the nagging belief
that it should not do anything, because other people deserve the limelight
and the possibilities.

Populism: well, now we know how it works. The frustrated anti-intellectual
middle-aged not-so-middle-class white guys take over identity politics for
themselves and before you know it, they are talking about immigrants and
religion and natural hierarchies and guns and police, along with some other
much more passionate things that are coming, who knows when, maybe in a
week or two. This system is designed to destroy even the memory of social
democracy through a permanent outburst of explosive violence, which is not
only directly physiological but also psychological, rhetorical,
spectacular, national, international, military and ecological. One of the
advantages of the this system is that you can simultaneously forget about
and prepare for the coming state of civil war as the system collapses
internally and its closed borders are overwhelmed by failed
state/climate-driven migration. Another advantage is that if it works, you
enter a tunnel in which everything becomes inexorable and no light
penetrates for decades if not eternity.

My position, which appears to be lacking the fiery radicalism of my
trend-setting youth (or wait, was that early middle age?), is that
intellectuals, artists, educated people and professionals of all stripes
should realize that we need an organized collective effort to face and
overcome the imminent breakdown of the developed capitalist societies,
maybe not in Asia, but definitely in the old core. To do this we would need
the institutional relays of a somewhat more selfless version of social
democracy than in the past. The vanguard prestige that formerly accrued to
the most spectacular break with convention might have to be shi

[-empyre-] I understand Trump Supporters - to my own horror.

2017-03-10 Thread p
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I Understand Trump Supporters
 
I wanted to give a personal account of my life under the effects of Neoliberal 
America. These are only (largely negative) moments that are a sharp edit 
referring to the effects that Robert Reich cites in Inequality for All.

You know, I get it, Really. I'm from Akron-Canton, Ohio, and I get it - why 
Trump was elected.  (If you don't know where that is, it's the place where 
The Daily Show went to a Trump rally and a man said Hillary had AIDS because of 
Bill contracting it from Magic Johnson...)

In 1985, I was a Unix Systems Field Engineer for Tandy Computers in Canton 
Ohio. In the late 70's my parents saw my love for my Atari 800, and they said I 
should go into Electrical Engineering (Instead of Computer Science like I 
should).  I had a few years in my backward home town, I was part of a 
Star Trek fan club with a lot of people who would become professional, but 
something happened.

I noticed that I had not gotten a raise in 4 years, and our facility has being 
downsized. Efficiency needed to be raised to meet projections, and repair need 
to be regional. A few months later, the automated troubleshooting of 
motherboards and complexity of them turned me into a board-swapper and network 
engineer.  I saw the writing on the wall, and eventually went into sales, 
which lasted for a while until I met the woman who would be my wife for 20 
years. 

(Retraining I)
And being that she demanded that I be geographically independent, I quit and 
followed my dream of art and design - I started a small firm and freelanced 
around the country, first doing graphic design, then screen design. That was 
the 90's (Clinton) and they were pretty good.  NAFTA came about, but I 
never really felt it. We cried when the former Yugoslavia blew up, but 
things were fairly good.  

And then Y2K came, which outsourced a lot of computer work to India, and the 
Dot-Com crash from the tech sector. My business imploded, and I took the 
time to finally get some severe cataracts out - I was still hopeful, but my 
wife was having some issues in her professorship in the South from 
institutional pressures tied to a chronic illness, and i left to go to graduate 
school in 2004 (little did I know that I  would continue to leave in 2010; 
I honestly thought I was goign to come back and support her)

(Retraining II)
Grad school in Bowling Green Ohio was bucolic, we worked, set fire to the 
fraternity rock monthly and did all those art school things, graduated at the 
top of my class, and got a tenure track job in Chicago.  Things were OK, 
but I saw Detroit crumbling and the rank-and-file people in the rural areas 
were starting to hint at Appalachia at times.  Still, I was optimistic.

Chicago was good, but the administration kept talking about the lowering of 
scholarships and the raising of tuition, and for a number of years, I had a 
decent salary, but it flattened out too.  And with my department's 
increasing emphasis on Jobs and Outcomes, a massive internal scandal gave the 
moment to go entirely professional, and artists or theorists were not welcome, 
which I see as an outcome of the de-humanitization of Higher Ed in the US.

I divorced my wife because I felt the economy was never going to reunite us. My 
90 -year old dad, who bemoaned the emergence of LGBT culture in my 
Unitarian church, died.  I took another position.

I spent a couple years in Milwaukee under Scott Walker and saw the Walker/Koch 
engine attack the Wisconsin Proposition for higher education, and my initial 
offer coming to Milwaukee was half what I made in Chicago 
for nearly twice the work. The position I got was not even a professorship, but 
a lecturer position that had been created from a denial of tenure the year 
before. Ironic.  My place was a dump compared to Chicago, and I went 
bankrupt due to some expenses that the flattening of my wages had allowed to 
build up, and the absence of two incomes.  For two months, I ate rice one 
week a month and took a side gig woodworking chopsticks. My cat died. 
Milwaukee was abject. I decided to leave the US.

(Retraining III)
So, I took a one year position at the American University of Sharjah - wow. Had 
no idea what I was doing - the culture, going cold into a RISD-style 
environment as an artist teaching Interaction Design; I did OK. Culture shock, 
workload, Middle Eastern Students. Still the work came out all right, and -

I spent the remaining summer in Canada with the sizeable net egg that I 
had and expanded my VR/AR skills to come back to Dubai the next year at 
Zayed.  but I saw a lot of things in Canada, the real emergence of BLM, 
postcolonial discourse (which was a shock, as discussion of gender politics in 
the UAE is, 'far more restrained'), the emergence of racial tensions in 
Milwaukee (not really emergence, but the unsheathing of hostility that I saw 
when going to the West Side).  I was also