Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-26 Thread Dibyo Haldar
Interestingly BoingBoing put this up today:

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The Boy Who Loved Math: The Improbable Life of Paul
Erdőshttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/1596433078/downandoutint-20is
a beautifully written, beautifully illustrated kids' biography of Paul
Erdős, the fantastically prolific itinerant mathematician who published
more papers than any other mathematician in history.

*Boy* is written by Deborah Heiligman, with illustrations by LeUyen Pham,
and the pair really worked to weave numbers and mathematics through the
text, with lively, fun illustrations of a young Erdős learning about
negative numbers, becoming obsessed with prime numbers and leading his
high-school chums on a mathematical tour of Budapest. They also go to great
lengths to capture the upside and downside of Erdős's legendary
eccentricity -- his inability to fend for himself and his helplessness when
it came to everyday tasks like cooking and doing laundry; his amazing
generosity and brilliance and empathy in his working and personal life.

Ultimately, this is a book that celebrates the idea of following your
weird, wooing the muse of the odd, and playing to your strengths rather
than agonizing over your weaknesses. It's an inspiring and sweet tale of
one of humanity's greatest mathematicians, and a parable about the magic of
passion and obsession.

My daughter, who is five, demanded that I read it to her three times in a
row, over three bedtimes, which is always a vote of confidence.
---

from: http://boingboing.net/2013/06/25/the-boy-who-loved-math-th.html


On 26 June 2013 08:44, Charles Haynes charles.hay...@gmail.com wrote:

 at least in the USA it's clear that girls are steered away from STEM
 curricula by a variety of mechansims, primarily social. Girls aren't
 supposed to like Maths, and so they don't. Girls that show an interest or
 aptitude are subtly or not so subtly told that this is inappropriate, that
 they're weird, that they will be unpopular, and so on.

 In fact until they're told they should be bad at it, girls generally show
 higher aptitude for maths than boys of comparable age.

 -- Charles



Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-26 Thread Eugen Leitl
On Wed, Jun 26, 2013 at 08:44:09AM +0800, Charles Haynes wrote:
 at least in the USA it's clear that girls are steered away from STEM
 curricula by a variety of mechansims, primarily social. Girls aren't
 supposed to like Maths, and so they don't. Girls that show an interest or
 aptitude are subtly or not so subtly told that this is inappropriate, that
 they're weird, that they will be unpopular, and so on.
 
 In fact until they're told they should be bad at it, girls generally show
 higher aptitude for maths than boys of comparable age.

I'm not buying that explanation. I expect that the divergence happens
at puberty. Does it?



Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-26 Thread Landon Hurley
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On 06/26/2013 04:15 AM, Eugen Leitl wrote:
 On Wed, Jun 26, 2013 at 08:44:09AM +0800, Charles Haynes wrote:
 at least in the USA it's clear that girls are steered away from STEM
 curricula by a variety of mechansims, primarily social. Girls aren't
 supposed to like Maths, and so they don't. Girls that show an interest or
 aptitude are subtly or not so subtly told that this is inappropriate, that
 they're weird, that they will be unpopular, and so on.

 In fact until they're told they should be bad at it, girls generally show
 higher aptitude for maths than boys of comparable age.
 
 I'm not buying that explanation. I expect that the divergence happens
 at puberty. Does it?
 

I'd be interested in seeing the studies that report the results Charles
is discussing, if for no other reason than to see how they conducted
determining when society told girls that math proficiency was bad.

On the other hand though, there is Claude Steele's stereotype threat,
which has had some really interesting applications and results,
especially when you change which stereotype identity is forefront in a
person's mind. For example, he (I believe, may have been one of his grad
students) found a number of mathematically skilled (read graduate level)
asian women in the US. Stereotypically, women are worse at math than
men, asians are adept at it. Depending on which stereotype the test
groups were made salient towards significantly changed their test scores
on a standardised maths exam.

The real takeaway though is that cultural forces, like those Charles
believes 'doom' young girls are actually somewhat easy to mitigate, both
from a social norms perspective, and the stereotype threat standpoint.
For the former, every time a woman ends up being held up as a unique
success in maths, engineering, etc it actually hurts the cause because
it reinforces the cultural view that 'normal' girls do not do math, and
thus reverses the intended effect. The solution is instead to create the
pervasive belief that women are normally involved in these fields. I'd
consider that more of informing the public than creating propaganda,
since many women are actually involved already.

Robert Cialdini has some interesting papers, but my favourite anecdote
is from a contract he did at a state park in Arizona. It turned out that
despite significant efforts to reduce the number of people from taking
fossils (mainly in the way of signs: please don't take any more fossils
or there will be no more left), the depletion rate actually increased
after the public campaign. It turns out that being told that other
people were taking fossils significantly affected the odds of you doing
it as well (called the descriptive norm), despite the signs indicating
the maladaptive consequences (and illegality). A similar analyses was
done the Iron Eye's Cody service announcement, and it was found that it
actually caused more littering in a number of regions.

Stereotype threat is actually even simpler to alleviate, although it
needs to take place at a more individual level. The threat works
essentially because in alienating situations where they are clear
outliers (ethnicity for example), people tend to adopt behaviours that
others expect of them, so that they more conform within society. It
turns out something as simple as a written self-affirmation (I am good
at math, I want to be a) works pretty well at negating the
regression to the stereotype. The actual function of this is still
unknown, but it works, for children and adults, surprisingly enough. At
a meta-analytic proposition, the self-affirmation likely decreases the
existential threat from the isolation, and the subject is able to
maintain internal integrity, rather than needing to regress to the
stereotype.

landon

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Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-26 Thread Heather Madrone

On 6/26/13 1:15 AM June 26, 2013, Eugen Leitl wrote:

On Wed, Jun 26, 2013 at 08:44:09AM +0800, Charles Haynes wrote:

at least in the USA it's clear that girls are steered away from STEM
curricula by a variety of mechansims, primarily social. Girls aren't
supposed to like Maths, and so they don't. Girls that show an interest or
aptitude are subtly or not so subtly told that this is inappropriate, that
they're weird, that they will be unpopular, and so on.

In fact until they're told they should be bad at it, girls generally show
higher aptitude for maths than boys of comparable age.

I'm not buying that explanation. I expect that the divergence happens
at puberty. Does it?


In the US, girls now outscore boys in math through high school. The 
subtle (and-not-so-subtle) discouragement continues all the way up. One 
of the reasons I chose to homeschool my children was that I wanted my 
daughters to experience the full ability of their brains without such 
discouragement. My eldest recently graduated college with a computer 
science degree. She worked as a math and physics tutor, and her toughest 
job as a tutor was helping students overcome their conditioning against 
being able to handle math and physics.


We had an interesting demonstration of subtle bias this last semester. 
My middle kids took the same college math class with the same professor 
(someone recommended by their eldest sister). Both kids are gifted in 
math, both did excellently well, but my daughter's exams were graded 
harder than her brother's, and the professor's comments to my son were 
encouraging while his comments to my daughter were discouraging. He 
acted, in short, like my daughter wasn't really bright enough to handle 
this stuff and that her mistakes were proof of that. My son's mistakes, 
on the other hand, were perfectly excusable and no evidence at all 
against his natural aptitude.


It didn't make a difference in their final grades. If they had been 
closer to the border, however, the differential grading and 
encouragement could have pushed my daughter's grade down and my son's 
grade up.



--
Heather Madrone  (heat...@madrone.com)
http://www.sunsplinter.blogspot.com

Live sweetly in bitter times.




Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-25 Thread Dave Long

What makes us detest certain subjects at school, and why
is Maths (or Math) frequently at the top of the list?


cf http://www.maa.org/devlin/lockhartslament.pdf




Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-25 Thread Charles Haynes
at least in the USA it's clear that girls are steered away from STEM
curricula by a variety of mechansims, primarily social. Girls aren't
supposed to like Maths, and so they don't. Girls that show an interest or
aptitude are subtly or not so subtly told that this is inappropriate, that
they're weird, that they will be unpopular, and so on.

In fact until they're told they should be bad at it, girls generally show
higher aptitude for maths than boys of comparable age.

-- Charles


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-22 Thread SS
On Fri, 2013-06-21 at 22:10 +0530, Deepa Mohan wrote:
 I wrote this some time agosomeone else referred to it on FB
 recently
 (yes...a woman.)  What makes us detest certain subjects at school, and
 why
 is Maths (or Math) frequently at the top of the list? It can't always
 be
 bad teachers 

I think it is a combination of aptitude (innate ability) versus
curriculum.

Maths teaching in Indian schools demands that a certain degree of math
skill must be acquired in a specified period of time and proof of such
skill be demonstrated in an examination in which you are supposed to do
math and get all the answers right within, you guessed it, a specified
period of time. 

Math teaching links math with time which is a mistake. Poorly worded
math problems with ambiguous meanings sometimes add of a high school
child's woes. 

There are some math skills which one child may master in a few weeks but
another child may need two years before he can do the same consistently.
The latter child is dubbed weak in maths and begins to hate or fear
the subject. There are some math problems that one child will get 100%
correct if he is not forced to do them in 3 minutes or 5 minutes. Such a
child may get every problem perfectly right if he is given two or three
hours rather than one in a test. You are never given exactly 7 minutes
to glance at your bank account books to ensure that it all tallies up
for you. You can take as long as you like. Why are children treated
differently?

In World War II,  teams of mathematicians (women mostly) were tasked
with calculating and creating tables that would serve as a ready
reference for artillery men who would need to know the exact angle at
which the cannon had to be fired for the shell to land at a particular
spot after taking into account air temperature, altitude, wind direction
and speed, range of target, weight of shell and weight of propulsive
charge. (This is done in milliseconds by computer now). But these women
would be away from the front line and they would check and cross check
their manual calculations for errors. A child who wants to do that with
his work is prevented by putting a time limit. Why do we treat our
children this way? 

I think people get put off math by unimaginative teaching and many
people who are good at math are only good at hacking the math system
and not good at math per se. 

I think it was Feynman (Deepa, Feynman was a Nobel prize winning
physicist, and an extraordinarily brilliant man) who argued that it was
more important to get the problem solving technique right rather the
arrive at an answer that is spot on in math.

sorry for the longish ramble...

shiv




Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-22 Thread Dibyo Haldar

 Maths teaching in Indian schools demands that a certain degree of math
 skill must be acquired in a specified period of time and proof of such
 skill be demonstrated in an examination in which you are supposed to do
 math and get all the answers right within, you guessed it, a specified
 period of time.

 Math teaching links math with time which is a mistake. Poorly worded
 math problems with ambiguous meanings sometimes add of a high school
 child's woes.




 There are some math skills which one child may master in a few weeks but
 another child may need two years before he can do the same consistently.
 The latter child is dubbed weak in maths and begins to hate or fear
 the subject. There are some math problems that one child will get 100%
 correct if he is not forced to do them in 3 minutes or 5 minutes. Such a
 child may get every problem perfectly right if he is given two or three
 hours rather than one in a test. You are never given exactly 7 minutes
 to glance at your bank account books to ensure that it all tallies up
 for you. You can take as long as you like. Why are children treated
 differently?


Very pertinent points.

When I look back I now realise that I enjoyed math more than anything else
because I understood the early concepts quickly (maybe aptitude), did well,
got labelled as a math person and that carried me through all my schooling.
I probably put in more effort because I got positive feedback early. I
actually suck at calculus but momentum carried me through. The positive
feedback cycle is important for any initiative (learning stuff, losing
weight etc) and that makes a big difference to individual motivation.

D


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-22 Thread SS
On Sat, 2013-06-22 at 09:38 +0530, Ingrid wrote:
 True confession: I love Maths.

So do I actually, but I am (only slightly) hampered by lack of knowledge
of anything more than elementary math with some algebra and
trigonometry. I am always calculating things in my mind. I know for a
fact that I make frequent silly errors in calculation (that is me and I
am at peace with my own mind) and I keep cross checking to ensure that I
get a consistent result for two or more consecutive iterations of
solving a particular puzzle that I set myself. 

I love problems involving speed and movement which is why bullets and
trajectory calculations fascinate me. A few weeks ago I spent a joyful
few hours working out the physics of the internals of an air rifle that
I took apart and adjusted to my liking, making careful measurements
while I did that. (Bought a Vernier caliper just for that). But for me
its a game. I love games. Maths should always be fun. Not forced
labour. 

shiv




Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Thaths
On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 9:40 AM, Deepa Mohan mohande...@gmail.com wrote:

 http://deponti.livejournal.com/902082.html


 I find that a lot of people on this list articulate far, far better than I
 do. It would help me understand my lifelong aversion to mathematics...and


In my case the subjects I hated the most were biology and chemistry. I
*loved* physics, but thought chemistry and biology - at least as taught to
me in school - was entirely arbitrary in nature. It was only towards the
end of high school I realized that Chemistry is just one corner of the
physics tent and that evolutionary biology brought some amount of sense to
biology.

I used to not understand why I had to memorize the biological
classification names of many organisms till I learned the history of
classification, etc. Similar in chemistry, I did not understand why I had
to memorize the Haber-Bosch process till it was put in context for me by
some book.

In other words, if I had had teachers who gave me the context for why we
were studying something it would have made a world of difference. I would
extend such teaching of the context to things beyond the natural sciences.
It would have been nice to understand the context in which _Daffodils_ was
written.


 the odder fact that though I never scored more than 40 percent in Hindi, it
 was so well taught throughout school and college that I love it as a
 language, though I disliked it as a subject of academic achievement.


Hindi was the subject that I most consistently failed (except for the final
exams).

Thaths
-- 
Homer: Hey, what does this job pay?
Carl:  Nuthin'.
Homer: D'oh!
Carl:  Unless you're crooked.
Homer: Woo-hoo!


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Deepa Mohan
On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 10:56 PM, Thaths tha...@gmail.com wrote:


 In other words, if I had had teachers who gave me the context for why we
 were studying something it would have made a world of difference. I would
 extend such teaching of the context to things beyond the natural sciences.
 It would have been nice to understand the context in which _Daffodils_ was
 written.


So, Thathsyou too (like most other people I know) are laying the
aversion at the feet of bad (or at best, unimaginative) teachers. This is
something I am still pondering about. Even allowing that I had bad
teachers, why is it that I have made no effort in the years thereafter, to
re-learn some mathematics, and see if I fare better? Is there a genuine
lacuna in my brain with regard to this subject...or has the bad teaching
created a lifetime mental block?


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Suresh Ramasubramanian
I have always found maths disgusting during school (where i scored well enough 
in it) and college (where I didn't), and today I find myself using maths to a 
larger and more practical extent than before - balancing a mutual fund 
portfolio and at work, pulling data and running numbers on it to give me 
information that I need.

But the math I use is not quite rocket science and doesn't require me to waste 
four pages trying to prove it, so I rest content.

As for the rest of it, I cheerfully admit to having forgotten everything from 
ohms law onwards within a few short weeks of getting a degree in electronics. 
What I don't use I consign to the dustbin of my memory .. which, in this case, 
is a blessed relief.

--srs (iPad)

On 21-Jun-2013, at 22:10, Deepa Mohan mohande...@gmail.com wrote:

 I wrote this some time agosomeone else referred to it on FB recently
 (yes...a woman.)  What makes us detest certain subjects at school, and why
 is Maths (or Math) frequently at the top of the list? It can't always be
 bad teachers
 
 http://deponti.livejournal.com/902082.html
 
 
 I find that a lot of people on this list articulate far, far better than I
 do. It would help me understand my lifelong aversion to mathematics...and
 the odder fact that though I never scored more than 40 percent in Hindi, it
 was so well taught throughout school and college that I love it as a
 language, though I disliked it as a subject of academic achievement.
 
 
 Cheers, Deepa.



Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Srini RamaKrishnan
On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 10:10 PM, Deepa Mohan mohande...@gmail.com wrote:
 I wrote this some time agosomeone else referred to it on FB recently
 (yes...a woman.)  What makes us detest certain subjects at school, and why
 is Maths (or Math) frequently at the top of the list? It can't always be
 bad teachers

 http://deponti.livejournal.com/902082.html

It becomes very simple if we see it all as energy conservation.

Evolution optimized us to be lazy - not absolutely of course, but
relative to our comfort zone. There are no exceptions, everyone is
lazy. Regardless of whether it is a physical, emotional or mental
activity; anything that uses up energy is executed with meticulous
planning by our body keeping in mind the available energy budget.

Comfort zones or in other words, the limit of the energy budget varies
from person to person. A fat and out of shape man might find a couple
of floors of stairs daunting and might wait 10-15 minutes for the
elevator.

A literary critic might read several books a day, while most people
will barely finish one book a year.

Some can share their feelings or display love and affection quite
easily, and others can be reserved and reticent emotionally.

Our comfort zone is a result of our environment and training.

We all hit our energy budget somewhere, but those with the right
intentional training or the right environmental training know how to
keep going.

Climbing a mountain is nothing for one who lives in the hills, reading
books is nothing for someone surrounded by them from an early age and
speaking about their emotions is easier for those who weren't lonely
children.

When unaided by the environment, going beyond the energy budget for
the first time requires motivation.

Your motivation may vary. For those with a strong self improvement
desire - like Thaths, seeing the logical connection with applications
might be the key to expending mental energy. For others it could be
desire to succeed, or please a parent or teacher, or something else.

So we see people who do ridiculous things all the time with the right
motivation and training.

Maths is hated because it is like running, it uses ridiculous amounts
of energy.

Expert meditators can produce deep compassion and happiness that
eludes most humans due to their training of their emotions.

So emotional, mental and physical factors are all trainable with the
right motivation.

Of course, all are not equal, some are genetically gifted or blighted.

The role of all teachers, parents and leaders is to motivate, train
and lead. Loving parents produce children who can love, and be kind;
inspiring teachers produce great students, and leaders who place their
followers and the cause ahead of themselves produce great loyalty.



Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Suresh Ramasubramanian
On 22-Jun-2013, at 8:19, Srini RamaKrishnan che...@gmail.com wrote:

 Maths is hated because it is like running, it uses ridiculous amounts
 of energy.

The other factor is an opportunity cost in just where you want to spend those 
ridiculous amounts of energy.  Like a nobel prize winning author might not care 
or even know just how to balance his checkbook, or a famous scientist might 
fall for a pitiful scam.  At a slightly more ordinary level, someone who likes 
distance running and researches up everything from footwear and diet to 
breathing techniques will probably detest maths as well.

I choose not to touch maths with a bargepole except where it has any relevance 
to me. 

--srs


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Thaths
On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 11:15 AM, Deepa Mohan mohande...@gmail.com wrote:

 On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 10:56 PM, Thaths tha...@gmail.com wrote:
  In other words, if I had had teachers who gave me the context for why we
  were studying something it would have made a world of difference. I would
  extend such teaching of the context to things beyond the natural
 sciences.
  It would have been nice to understand the context in which _Daffodils_
 was
  written.
 So, Thathsyou too (like most other people I know) are laying the
 aversion at the feet of bad (or at best, unimaginative) teachers.


I'm only blaming my lackluster teachers for my then lack of interest. In
many cases (like the Biology and Chemistry examples I gave) I've gotten
over my aversion and developed an interest.


 This is
 something I am still pondering about. Even allowing that I had bad
 teachers, why is it that I have made no effort in the years thereafter, to
 re-learn some mathematics, and see if I fare better? Is there a genuine
 lacuna in my brain with regard to this subject...or has the bad teaching
 created a lifetime mental block?


Among the subjects I was disinclined towards when I was in school, Hindi is
probably the one subject for which I continue to have a disinterest. It is
probably because I feel like I'm not missing much by not pursing it.

Thaths
-- 
Homer: Hey, what does this job pay?
Carl:  Nuthin'.
Homer: D'oh!
Carl:  Unless you're crooked.
Homer: Woo-hoo!


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Thaths
On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 7:49 PM, Srini RamaKrishnan che...@gmail.comwrote:

 Your motivation may vary. For those with a strong self improvement
 desire - like Thaths, seeing the logical connection with applications
 might be the key to expending mental energy.


I don't know if it can be termed self improvement. It is just a simple
desire for understanding the world we live in and for this world to make
sense. Subjects like classical physics made intuitive sense to me. Subjects
like Chemistry and Biology did not back then, but they do now. Things like
poetry and Hindi still don't make sense to me.

Thaths
-- 
Homer: Hey, what does this job pay?
Carl:  Nuthin'.
Homer: D'oh!
Carl:  Unless you're crooked.
Homer: Woo-hoo!


Re: [silk] Any pet-hate subjects? ...why is Mathematics so frequently hated?

2013-06-21 Thread Ingrid

On 21-Jun-2013, at 10:10 PM, Deepa Mohan mohande...@gmail.com wrote:

 I wrote this some time agosomeone else referred to it on FB recently
 (yes...a woman.)  What makes us detest certain subjects at school, and why
 is Maths (or Math) frequently at the top of the list? It can't always be
 bad teachers
 
 http://deponti.livejournal.com/902082.html
 
 
 I find that a lot of people on this list articulate far, far better than I
 do. It would help me understand my lifelong aversion to mathematics...and
 the odder fact that though I never scored more than 40 percent in Hindi, it
 was so well taught throughout school and college that I love it as a
 language, though I disliked it as a subject of academic achievement.
 
 
 Cheers, Deepa.

True confession: I love Maths. Always have. In fact it's the only subject I 
stayed true to through the twists and turns of my academic choices. I even 
changed colleges to be able to keep Maths when I dropped Physics, Chemistry and 
the like for Economics. 
This is not to say I'm great at it. My abilities at Maths are on par with my 
piano playing skills - at best those of a hobbyist.
But, like the piano playing, 'doing maths', or just reading about it, provides 
a particular kind of joy that I feel only when I do something for itself rather 
than as a means to some end.
Being a math geek alienated me from many female classmates and colleagues. 
Literally alienated since they reacted as they might to an extra-terrestrial 
species. Boyfriends (that didn't last) have said they found it intimidating.
I had adequate Maths teachers, not great ones, so my explorations were mostly 
self-navigated. That said, the quality of teaching one receives does seem to 
matter. I know people who have discovered the joy of Maths, and/or overcome 
their fear of it, thanks to a good teacher. Based on my experience, I think 
teachers who can evoke in their students a love of discovery are far more 
valuable than those who make a particular subject interesting.
What do I love about Maths? The elegance and economy of its expression. The 
pleasure of puzzle solving. Its abstractness.
There are subjects I've struggled with. Hindi was a particular bugbear, 
particularly since other languages seemed to yield their secrets more easily. 
Most of my Hindi learning came through Bollywood and through learning other 
languages which helped me make sense of Hindi.
Thanks for the question, Deepa. It brought back that joyful feeling at a time I 
was in an annoyed, irritable mood.