At 07:16 PM 3/15/2010 +0000, you wrote:
Funny, my husband said the same thing i.e. this could be the dream and the
dream the reality. It always amazes me that men equate paradise with
virgins though! <lol> dee
## A virgin doesn't know how lousy a lover you are. [and in that
culture, you don't either and don't want to find out ]
In the society of radical Islam, all that pent up natural "love" energy is
suppressed into despair and channeled into hatred as most boys will never
be able to afford to marry and that's the only way they'll ever get laid
and still stay righteous and worthy in the eyes of Allah. [It's either blue
balls or eternal Hell making nearly anything else look better, including
the sanctified murder of anyone not suffering like you are ]
Mohammed knew human nature quite well, being observant, very intelligent
and more than a little bit decadent himself.
Using the will to live, fear of death and massive amounts of testosterone
that makes tree stumps with a knot hole in them look irresistibly sexier
than a woman in a walking tent... he could manipulate any man into doing
any thing...if he could also beat women into dirt status only fit to be
killed if they strayed from the plan.
A few good whores would have monkey wrenched the whole idea.....but even
HE couldn't prevent rape of the conquered so that was OK so long as you
killed her afterwards as a sacrifice to Allah for your
indiscretions. Or..you can only do it once and she won't live long enough
to tell you that you suck...the next best thing to a virgin that by the
magic of Allah will never tell you to take out the garbage and every time
is the first time.
Christians did that stuff too, nothing new but the extent it was taken to.
Face the facts ladies.. A young fellah will naturally screw anything
that moves and half of what doesn't, including each other ...they'd just
*rather* screw girls. [And you know and use that too ]
..just the way it is and it keeps things going.
Otherwise, we'd just go fishing, drink beer and piss in the pond for a
living...and any boat that floats is good enough.
Anyhoo.
Has the person you are in a dream ever dreamed a dream person of its own?
Once when in Jr High, I dreamed I woke up 6 times and went to school, the
whole routine, get dressed, eat breakfast and walk to school.... till each
time it got so bizarre that I couldn't believe it and woke up again.
But only hit the sack once.
Now THAT was disturbing....it took WEEKS to believe that reality was real
again.
A few years later, I and 2 friends were attacked by a gang with tire
irons while escorting a girl to her door in a rough hood. As they
approached, my buddies and I just looked at each other and made some sort
of weird spontaneous agreement that this was a "Non Event"
To me, they became semi transparent colorless grey wraiths and the blows
felt like feathers hitting. None of us sustained any injuries at all, but
our lady friend was in hysterics and we just couldn't comprehend why. [I
have NO IDEA what the gang experienced ] and BEING a non event we never
spoke of it between us or with her... nothing happened to talk about.
I distinctly recall us looking at each other in complete bewilderment at
her state of disturbance, screaming hysterically about calling the cops.
As an experiment, I later just *touched* a tire iron to my head. OUCH
!! DAMN that hurts ! "Pulling the punch" that much? Not possible.
I knew a guy that had stepped out in front of a car with NO chance of it
not hitting him....he swears it passed through his body.
"Laws" of physics? ...or just game rules with rare exceptions.
Anomalies happen but are very difficult to not rationalize away.
You never remember going to sleep.
How do you know that you are awake?
You can't know.. you just believe you are because what you experience is
believable.
..and what does that say about who and what you believe you are?
One time I dreamed I fell off a balcony at a mall and died all smashed up
on the terrazzo floor...even felt the bones crunch. [Due to shock delay, it
wasn't actually painful, just sorta scary cause I knew I was DONE.]
Just after impact I felt an intense vibration, stood up and looked at my
busted up body and said to myself "Welp, don't need THAT any more" and
walked away.
"Row row row your boat, gently down the stream...."
Yea, I know Mike..this should be off topic, but if all that we perceive
as physical is actually shared mental symbololgy seen from different points
of view. "silver" carries a traditional deeply ingrained meaning of
reflectivity, mother, and healing and all of medicine may be the same
game..which may be why no two people respond to a treatment the same and
medicine remains as much an art as a science, even to scientists.
Modern sub-atomic physics: "The closer you look, the more there is nothing
there to look at"
It's ALL "miracles", with you telling them what they should look like.
["Look and ye SHALL find"....no further instructions.]
And what you see is a self validating feedback loop that proves it just
real enough to stop the investigation, becoming "certain".
Space and time itself is not really real. [They can't get here from there
because there is no there to get here from. ]
Occums Razor: The only power it takes to create entire universes and all
the strangers you see is the ability to fool yourself into believing that
you can't do that.
It's too easy to not do.
Never under estimate the power of the denial of a denial.
"As above, so below." [the fractal mind within a thought hologram]
A fractal is a symbolic perceptual limitation to edit the reality that
fractals are infinitely recursive, placing a size reference on parts
identical to the whole as though they were each the whole.
Every portion of a Hologram contains all the information of all the
parts, as ...a whole.
The ONLY thing I'll ever know about you is my opinion of you...the one that
you reinforce as believable just enough to be believed...the same way I
define myself and believe that definition.
The silver mirror reflects the "watcher" of dreamers and appears to be a
window into an "out there" universe.
Your mind is not in your brain.
It doesn't do the thinking you think it does.
It tunes OUT infinity by way of selective programming.
The very idea of "no limits" is the scariest thing an ego could imagine.
An ego is not your identity it is a *sense* of identity.
That's why everybody has to change their minds behind their own
backs...to fool that ego into believing that's how it always was and that
you are still the same person in your own eyes.
After all, if "I" change, I am no longer me. [but that other person I
remember 'as me', was never me, it's just a me-mory. ]
AA instructions "Let go and let God" makes a transcendental sort of sense
beyond all those impossible definitions of what "God" is and cannot not be.
"Know thyself and the truth shall set you free"
But you see, the truth includes all possible change, thus cannot be changed.
The programs that limit infinity is the patterned definition of perception
itself, including the perception OF self.
The you that you believe you are is an ever changing pattern denying to
itself that it can and forever does change.
If you could validate that beyond doubt, you couldn't believe that you exist.
Catch 22, the boot strap you ...standing in your only pair of worn out
shoes. [walking around in Imelda Marcos' closet ]
Doubt and certainty are the same activity seen from opposing sides.
No "you" are not fat, old and about to die.
Could be that you are convincing yourself to change your mind...and that
just takes what it takes.
Identity revolt?
Discomfort is a tool of change.
The possible-IT-ties are endless.
..and that's SCARY.
But it's just because the bottomless pool looks shallow until AFTER you
take the dive.
Ya just don't wanna get wet. [Ain't no tellin what might wash off. ]
Well, me neither, but I've done it before and here I am...all muddy again.
Ode [ just another dirtball ..a frigment of my own enfragmentataion.]
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