Christine, This is a wonderful post. When and how did you catch on to the Indigo child awareness.
-----Original Message----- From: Christine Carleton [mailto:[email protected]] Sent: Saturday, April 17, 2004 11:46 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: CS>FW: CS>lung congestio ... Looking back, every time I caught a cold, there was something I didn't want to do or thought that it 'should be' difficult...or just needed a reason to lay about for a while. Realizing that doesn't always stop me from doing it. Sometimes an injury, health difficulty or just a nasty situation that makes me mad, leads to a discovery that otherwise would have remained hidden.... My daughter had conscious awareness on this mechanism. She would say 'Mom I don't want to go to middle school tomorrow'. Initially I did the good Mom thing and tried to control - parroting the line each of us have probably heard - 'you must go to school'. She got sick - fever over 100F - 101 to 103F normally. After a few rounds this she asked if I had 'caught on'. 'Caught on?' I said. 'Don't ya get it? 'Get what?' I said. 'If I say I don't want to go, I will make my self sick to any standard you measure sickness by. It's a bit of a hassle - feeling poopy--- Why can't I just be honest and make my own decisions instead of going through this facade to please you and the school? Mom, it's boring. They just drone on - I can make the marks without being there. Can we get honest at home instead of playing games of 'should by whose standards' and 'control?' 'Don't you remember me asking how high my temperature had to be before I stayed home?' I had said well over 100F. Daah.. The indigo children are different and can see through our 'sick sickness games....' Then I remembered my own subtle manipulations as a child. As Ode Coyote says, - there was something I didn't want to do.... Wise words. Sometimes when we are in the midst of a 'situation' it is hard to see the forest for the trees. Looking back can be effective IF we see the cycle repeating. Otherwise - take a pill or a prescription... It dulls the senses and once again covers up the root cause. Sometimes it's alluring to have comfort. ...or just needed a reason to lay about for a while. We've all done it. Sometimes an injury, health difficulty or just a nasty situation that makes me mad, leads to a discovery that otherwise would have remained hidden.... When I quit my justifications and drama I too discovered gems that would have remained hidden. My games of recycling bronchitis, pneumonia etc. finally got tiring to me - It made my allopathic doctor lots of money when I believed in such things... Christine http://chris.fxtrainer.biz ---------- From: Ode Coyote <[email protected]> Reply-To: [email protected] Date: Sat, 17 Apr 2004 07:57:00 -0400 To: [email protected] Subject: Re: CS>FW: CS>lung congestion Resent-From: [email protected] Resent-Date: Sat, 17 Apr 2004 05:21:56 -0700 It could be said that all illness and all medicine is a 'magick' of interactive accepted symbolizms. If a symbol is NOT accepted, it won't work no matter what. If it IS accepted, it'll do whatever it does...no matter what. [Spontaneous illnesses AND cures] Then there is partial acceptance and the fact that virtually none of us are consciously aware of what's personally acceptable and what's not or for what reason. Why is it that placebos sometimes work and some people who closely attend smallpox victims never got smallpox? I think people always get what they want..it's just that nearly no one knows exactly what that is on a conscious level. At the awareness level of personal power, 'good and bad' are irrelevent judgements. If these judgements are made [and who doesn't make judgements?], the real reasons and causes remain hidden from awareness. Neurolinguistically speaking, Accepting responsibility [recognizing the starting point of personal power] does not equate to taking blame [making judgements about what that power is doing while denying it exists, "as yours"]. Looking back, every time I caught a cold, there was something I didn't want to do or thought that it 'should be' difficult...or just needed a reason to lay about for a while. Realizing that doesn't always stop me from doing it. Sometimes an injury, health difficulty or just a nasty situation that makes me mad, leads to a discovery that otherwise would have remained hidden. Ode _____
