Bill, When she was 5days old I looked into her eyes and knew my teacher was before me. I had no idea of what an Indigo child was then - 1983. I did diapers, food, driving etc., and I had to figure out what she was teaching me. Learned lots about thinking. Learned lots about scope of the human potential. Sometimes, many times, actually most times I was still locked in the 'conditioning' of the 60's. Some things I caught, some I missed. She can think circles around me - and leave me in the dust. Ironically I leave some people in the dust, or as been said - not so POPULAR - so I guess all is fair ... Oh well... That's how it is.
Your an indigo aren't you? Christine [email protected] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From: "Bill Brainerd" <[email protected]> Reply-To: [email protected] Date: Sat, 17 Apr 2004 20:23:28 -0700 To: <[email protected]> Subject: RE: CS>FW: CS>lung congestio Resent-From: [email protected] Resent-Date: Sat, 17 Apr 2004 20:23:11 -0700 Christine, This is a wonderful post. When and how did you catch on to the Indigo child awareness. -----Original Message----- From: Christine Carleton [mailto:[email protected]] Sent: Saturday, April 17, 2004 11:46 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: CS>FW: CS>lung congestio ... Looking back, every time I caught a cold, there was something I didn't want to do or thought that it 'should be' difficult...or just needed a reason to lay about for a while. Realizing that doesn't always stop me from doing it. Sometimes an injury, health difficulty or just a nasty situation that makes me mad, leads to a discovery that otherwise would have remained hidden.... My daughter had conscious awareness on this mechanism. She would say 'Mom I don't want to go to middle school tomorrow'. Initially I did the good Mom thing and tried to control - parroting the line each of us have probably heard - 'you must go to school'. She got sick - fever over 100F - 101 to 103F normally. After a few rounds this she asked if I had 'caught on'. 'Caught on?' I said. 'Don't ya get it? 'Get what?' I said. 'If I say I don't want to go, I will make my self sick to any standard you measure sickness by. It's a bit of a hassle - feeling poopy--- Why can't I just be honest and make my own decisions instead of going through this facade to please you and the school? Mom, it's boring. They just drone on - I can make the marks without being there. Can we get honest at home instead of playing games of 'should by whose standards' and 'control?' 'Don't you remember me asking how high my temperature had to be before I stayed home?' I had said well over 100F. Daah.. The indigo children are different and can see through our 'sick sickness games....' Then I remembered my own subtle manipulations as a child. As Ode Coyote says, - there was something I didn't want to do.... Wise words. Sometimes when we are in the midst of a 'situation' it is hard to see the forest for the trees. Looking back can be effective IF we see the cycle repeating. Otherwise - take a pill or a prescription... It dulls the senses and once again covers up the root cause. Sometimes it's alluring to have comfort. ...or just needed a reason to lay about for a while. We've all done it. Sometimes an injury, health difficulty or just a nasty situation that makes me mad, leads to a discovery that otherwise would have remained hidden.... When I quit my justifications and drama I too discovered gems that would have remained hidden. My games of recycling bronchitis, pneumonia etc. finally got tiring to me - It made my allopathic doctor lots of money when I believed in such things... Christine
